Sorry, it took me so long to respond. Whenever I was on meds, I felt numb and emotionless and was not myself. The meds are supposed to help regulate behaviors, but in a way, it cuts us off from being ourselves. We can’t do what we using do because the meds suppress the behaviors that make us have our quirky personality’s that are part us and other part ADHD. It’s a pain but your not alone, In feeling like a robot unfortunately that’s a side effect of meds that tons of people have.