Pixie Hearts

I know I’ve been inactive on here! instead of having time off to focus on my hobbies I’ve been working non stop in at both my jobs I still have ideas for my fanfic fairytale. Be patient with me.

I’m going to redo my journal with my BGT book! Pray for me!

I have about 12 unpublished chapters...
          3 journal entries
          2 finished chapters
          6 unedited chapters 
          1 intro into Part 2
          So i have been busy lol

I have a book that's also deep within my heart. I'm not posting it until I get at LEAST half way into Baby Girl Tears(BGT). This book is like an alternate universe (au) of BGT, but less of reality and more of escaping. It's darker, its more ominous, and the love within it is beyond contagious. Im not going to lie, this one is more of my dreams coming into a literary light. Its what goes through a tortured mind that no longer wants to be in reality.  Im excited open this door and show you guys!

I truly adore Baby Girl Tears. I really want to finish it. I plan on finishing it. I have SO many unpublished chapters I want to publish but they are so unorganized and out of place I want to be able to get them together before I publish anymore. I know I haven’t posted any chapters for like about ... a “year” but I’ve been going through a lot in the last couple of months and didn’t have the mental strength to keep going. I’ve declined my activity online (aka. Twitter, Instagram, tumblr, and also Wattpad) So I’m trying to make my comeback. PLEASE I’m begging all of my followers PLEASE be patient with me. I’m slowly regaining my posture. I don’t know when it will be back to 100% but I’m still trying for the ones who are desperately worried about my well being. I’m ok, for now. Rianne, Niki, Tami, Laila, Emily, Nina, Nathalie, christin... I still love you guys. I’m ok.

As I reminder; Baby girl tears is not a fanfic entirely. Some of the situations happened in real life, with me and my internet friends in the course of December 2015. Most of the circumstances are fictional and made up for dramatics, but as of the experiences that actually happened they are symbolized to better fit the story. This has ate at me for a year and a many months and I want to say something but I never knew how to put it in words. 

Baby Girl Tears means so much to me. It's a part of my life story, it's a window to how I feel, what I want, and what I expect. It's a story about what I was given as a gift not to long ago and how it suddenly was taken from me. The story isn't an exact replica of my gift but this is almost how it played out. Everything in the story has a symbol for another thing. A secret message and hidden tale. It's from my heart; what it's like in my mind and how I was able to live outside of my imagination.

ty for commenting on fiore xox

My poor story!! I have to retype the story all over again becuz my neighborhood had a power outage! I'll retype it as fast as I can!

This next chapter: I FEEL LIKE ITS FUCKING LONGGGGGGGG! But it may not be I'm not sure... it shouldn't be as long as the last one. I hope not