I am a single mother of 3 kids. In 2006 I buried my first love of my life when he was murdered by the police in Tijuana, Mexico. Soon after I divorced my husband at the time who was just a replacement for my failed relationship with the man I actually loved. With two small children I was lost and confused and on my own I entered into another dark phase of my life. I went through a series of short relationships, all of which included men with alcohol and meth addictions. I ended up in a situation with a man off and on for 3 years where he was cheating and using. During this time I picked up on how much money was to made in the drug trade after watching him pour tons of money into his habit. Finally I got sick and tired of Him and was able to fall in love once again. However he too was a drunk and meth addict. Through those years I weaved in and out of relationships with my new love and the man I am currently with. I gained the guardianship of a 3rd child who was experiencing many of the things I was living through. Life came to a screeching halt when my house was raided and my 2nd love took the rap, ended up in prison and was deported. July 2013 he was found dead in a hotel in Mexicali. Through my mourning I have found an outlet in writing. I hope to share my experiences through my writings and to share them with others. I hope that people will learn something from all my mistakes and bad choices so that the death of my two great loves are not totally in vain. So with that being said most of my writings evolve around them, Miguel and El Guero and the man I am currently with Chuche. It's been a wild ride boys, but I know you are watching me smiling and guiding me through this jungle we call life. Ayabo Aya.... por vida mis amores. Te quiero un chingo gueyes!!!!