KISMET ~♡

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oh my sweet sweet baby

So i know you will never read this
          But in my heart, i hope you know
          That i miss you everyday, everytime your name somehow becomes common online
          
          Everytime i hear our songs and everytime i read what you wrote 
          And i can't tell you about it because instead of oceans, now we're a life a part, so it kills me to know that we'll never shared another thing
          
          Im sure you'll grow into flowers, into lights i can not see in the sky but all i know now is that i dont really want to face the music but i will never dance with you.
          
          (Miss you)

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Miss you♡

been missing you more today..
          i went through our okd convos and i wish i would’ve been more there for you 
          i hope youre enjoying yourself now <33 
          say hi to liam from me please 
          i miss you, kismet..
          i love you 

Hey everyone, Ace checking in!! :)
          
          It warms my heart sooo fucking much to see some ppl still visiting and leaving comments on Kismet's acc to this day. Thank you so much in behalf of her. 
          
          I'm really sorry I wasn't able to come back for such a long while, especially even on her anniversary. I tried to have access to some of her personal belongings, but I've decided to leave her journals alone in respect of her. I do know she'd always want to spread love, positivity, and unicorn poop (lol) so I'll just try to check in in here every once in a while. 
          
          It's been a long time, but ik that Kismet is forever watching over all of us, man. I don't forget to visit her, dw, and her grave looks like a little garden. Yk, I've read in one of her “letter to my future self”s how she doesn't wanna die looking sad and making ppl sad. I've thought about adding back some color to her acc in her memory, but idrk. I'm still feeling bad for even logging into her wp. I've come to accept that she's no longer with us, but things like this kinda fuck me up still. So maybe y'all should have the decision: Should I edit Kismet's acc? I think she'd love that.
          
          It's pretty funny for me to say this considering I didn't know y'all as much as she did, but I lwk missed you guys. Kismet loved ppl, but I don't doubt why she loved you guys so fucking much. All of you are so sweet and kind and I appreciate you guys for being there for her. Pls stay strong, always keep your head up. Better days are ahead. To quote Kismet, the universe is beautiful. The world doesn't suck, it's a place where we should spread love and positivity and wherein we should help each other. Don't skip meals and stay hydrated, she wouldn't want you to get sick or hurt yourself. I hope you always know that :)
          
          To Kismet, i love you so much dude. I wish that somewhere, in some AU, I never got your wp acc and we were still fighting over the bigger shawarma. I wish you were here. 
          
          TQM. Ace out.
          
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          all the love
          
          kismet
          
          xoxox
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          >⁠.⁠<

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I miss you♡

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