SP00derFL00F

Heya so I turn sixteen tomorrow, that seems to me like a pretty good place to make some new resolutions and work on something that means a lot to me. 
          	I know I say quite often that I plan to go offline and who knows maybe this time I'll mean it, I think from now on it'll be slow responses or no responses. Just remember that I love you all, thank you for sticking with me this long.

MiloEatsMoss

Happy birthday!! :D
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Malus_Apple

@SP00derFL00F HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!! 🎉
          	  We love you too and if you do go offline, just know that we will miss you. Remember you in our hearts <3
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Charlenemeh

@SP00derFL00F happy early b'day!!! Hope whatever happens you have a good life
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SP00derFL00F

Heya so I turn sixteen tomorrow, that seems to me like a pretty good place to make some new resolutions and work on something that means a lot to me. 
          I know I say quite often that I plan to go offline and who knows maybe this time I'll mean it, I think from now on it'll be slow responses or no responses. Just remember that I love you all, thank you for sticking with me this long.

MiloEatsMoss

Happy birthday!! :D
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Malus_Apple

@SP00derFL00F HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!! 🎉
            We love you too and if you do go offline, just know that we will miss you. Remember you in our hearts <3
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Charlenemeh

@SP00derFL00F happy early b'day!!! Hope whatever happens you have a good life
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SP00derFL00F

Lollipops and cotton candy, it's all I want to eat
          To keep myself weak and unhealthy like I deserve to be
          The doctors never really listened to what I have to say
          Brush your teeth, you stupid bunny
          Your teeth will fall out one day
          When my gums are swollen and my teeth turn brown
          I'll reach my hand into my mouth
          I like the taste of blood, so salty and sweet
          I can't wait to rip out all my baby teeth
          One day my teeth will fall out and I can see them too
          And it'll be the happiest day, I can give my teeth to you
          Cavities make me feel alive, and I love how they rot my mouth
          And this is always been what I deserve
          For my teeth to just fall out
          When my gums are swollen and my teeth turn brown
          I'll reach my hand into my mouth
          I like the taste of blood, so salty and sweet
          I can't wait to rip out all my baby teeth
          All my baby teeth
          All my baby teeth

SP00derFL00F

Dude I actually hate myself wtf, when did I get so mean!?  Crashed out at a stranger on here cause I thought they were a spam/Ai bot....

demenciacrazylizard

@SP00derFL00F You'll get meaner as you get older. You become less of a doormat. It's a good thing in some aspects. I mean, you spoke out against something wrong, right? It gets better, trust me. Or you just accept that you're a little mean. I'm a bit mean but I'm nice where it counts, and my friends are gossipy and a little mean too. It's okay to not be a perfect person, and frankly if you're funny nobody cares if you're a little mean
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Someonelsereading

@SP00derFL00F Oof that sucks
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DojiMoji21

@SP00derFL00F *gives huggie*
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SP00derFL00F

Sleeping on my bedroom floor cus my beds covered in clothes and tbh I can sleep anywhere if I have like a blanket. I would also just sleep ontop of the clothes no hesitation but for some reason I picked the floor and I'm too lazy to move my ass now cause it's literally 1:48...

Lily_reads_stuff

@SP00derFL00F This has surprisingly not happened to me before
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SP00derFL00F

I literally cannot complain, I have no right, I am doing this to myself for no actual reason
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SP00derFL00F

this message may be offensive 
Fuck my spine ig
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SP00derFL00F

Stupid Ao3 writer just made me cry for fourty five minutes. I love them. 
          This is by far the holy grail of SecretIntern fics. 
          
          Right...won't let me post the ao3 link, but it's called Four Seasons Beside Your Bed by BEEFlasagna, it's so worth reading, especially if you wanna cry.

SP00derFL00F

@Lily_reads_stuff @Malus_Apple IK THE NAME IS FUNNY BUT THEY'RE PEAK, TRUST
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Lily_reads_stuff

BEEFlasagna 🥹
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Malus_Apple

@SP00derFL00F BEEFlasagna is an amazing name - guess I'll have to check it out
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SP00derFL00F

Aha, I feel it's unsurprising that my mental health continues to plummet into the abyss of worse and worse, like its supprising I'm still alive, especially when I have no desire to be alive. 
          But it's like, I have no desire to live but I have a strong resolve against dying ...if that makes sense. 
          
          Like nah, I really really wanna die but I actually don't wanna kms-myself, ya get me?
          I dunno, let's see how I feel once I'm back at school, maybe all the confusion will change into me just wanting to straight up perish in agony.

Lily_reads_stuff

@SP00derFL00F 🎵 Do you ever get a little bit tired of life, like you're not really happy, but you don't want to die 🎶 (sorry reminded me of a song)
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Malus_Apple

@SP00derFL00F I'm sorry your condition is getting worse. We are all here for you and honestly, Wattpad would be boring without you. I might just have to pop over to wherever you are and see what's up. 
            I'm always a text message away if you ever wanna talk (that is if the discord request goes through) and it doesn't have to be vent. Just shits and giggles if that's what you prefer. 
            Praying for you <3
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dougiesgirl

@SP00derFL00F awh dude, 2 more days then u see me again if that's good? love u loads hh sharkie <3
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