Sam🖤⛓🗝

I’m so fucking done trying for everyone I can’t keep trying so much and putting myself last making my health worse for people to just throw it back at me and treat me like shit 

I don’t know what I keep doing wrong I feel like I’m losing everyone slowly and I can’t cope if I lose everyone again they’re the only reason I’m here still. 

You ever just feel so numb you can’t even cry but you want to cry? 
          
          That’s how I feel right now 

I kweep fwuckwing ups mwaybe I shwut pweople offs an an gwet to a pwoint I lwost weights an hwappy den mwaybe I wonts huwt people as mwuch as I dwo 

I wish I knew what I’d done wrong so I could make it better but I guess I won’t know so I’ll just sit and over think about it then get low like I do most night. 

I wish the voices would stop and let me enjoy food but that won’t happen until I’m skinny so I guess if I work out more and eat less than I am they’ll stop sooner and maybe if I can do it before college I won’t be bullied and maybe even fit into a group finally 

honestly feels like everyone would be happier without me I just hurt everyone I care about I just wish I wasn't so scared of whats after death then I could make everyone happier and just be gone and out of everyone's way

Hey, I'm Aaron, sorry about yesterday with Aria :) I really wanted to play games with her and I felt bad that she acted up because of me

as much as I know people are comment to try and help and show they care, I post here to vent without it filling up someone's inbox so if you wanna talk about something I post just message me and ill talk about it if I feel ready to

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