Alright losers! (No I love you bbys im sry-) Merry Christmas or Happy Hanukkah or,,, idk I’m sorry to my Muslim frens. Seriously. Also, idk when I’ll update. I’m in the middle of a crisis cus I realized that my sis ( that is younger than me by 16 months) thinks gays are disgusting and I thought she was supportive and she thought it was a phase when I came out as a bi disaster to her and I’m rambling. I just,,, idk. My mom is *this close* to finding out about my depression and this is the only place that I feel like I can vent without pissing someone off or sounding needy or annoying. But yeah. And I have 5 sols coming up in like,,, five months so I’m stressed and I’m running on an hour of sleep, chronic anxiety, Panic! at the Disco music, and an unhealthy amount of fanfics. So,,, Thanks for checking in I’m still a piece of garbage. Bye Tesoro. I hope your Christmas is good.