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this is copy pasted and will be posted to all of my ongoing stories; if you read this once, you do not have to read it again
          
          This is going to suck and I am sorry in advance to anyone who was still hoping for me to come back and finish writing my pieces. As much as I desperately wanted to, I really don't believe I will be able to come back and finish them.
          
          My writing style has changed and grown so much since I was a kid, and so have my interests. While I still love Hermitcraft and reading and writing, I don't think I'm interested in writing fanfiction anymore. I prefer a more real and personal approach to my writing, and I also just don't have the spare time to anymore between school, work, friends, family, and taking care of my dog. Anyone who enjoyed my stories, any of them, is more than welcome to take on and continue or completely rewrite them. You have my full blessing and encouragement if you decide to do so! :D
          
          I will continue posting to my account because I continue to write nearly every day, it's my passion and what my heart is made of, but the topics will be far different and the genre will be closer to semi-nonfiction and sometimes fantasy. Still queer romance though, of course! >//<
          
          Thank you to anyone who has followed me and/or left supportive comments on my stories.

Heyyyy!!!! I just read SSS and holy crap it was so good!!!!! And ur writing  second one? Or on hiatus? Idk anyways, the point of this post is literally just to say, that was one of the best freaking scarian fanfics I have ever read!!!!!!!

this is so juicy what
          
          Ren x Keralis  ???? o-O

I've been recovering a lot of old notebooks of mine. They're filled with oneshots, particularly RenDoc... anyone interested in reading these? If so I'll post them on my Shrek book. Let me know :)
          
          P.S. I've been having a major depressive episode for 2 weeks now and I think I'm finally coming out of it but it's making me think that there are so many other people out there who are struggling, and I bet a lot of those people are also here, and get comfort from writing and/or reading these fanfics. If this is you, then truly, I'm here for you if you need a stranger to vent rant babble to, anything. The only thing that's been lifting my mood recently is having reconnected with someone who is always genuine and kind to me, and happy to talk to me. But I know that's so hard to find these days, and, it took me years. But it does happen, and I hope you all make it to the person who makes you look forward to every day <3

I wrote a complete sentence I'm doing so good

guys be proud of me I texted someone (and it only took 17 minutes this time!) 
          
          big step for me big step... 
          took 2 and a half hours last night! 

Hey long time no see! I don't remember how to private message but if you remember me I'd like to chat with ya again! :D

Dave was dancing in the disco 
          like a loser, looking for himself! 
          
          but the strobo was flashing like a gogo 
          he had to crash on circle number twelve ‍
          
          I love And One

GUYS I STILL REMEMBER THE PASSWORD HOW COOL IS THAT :D
          
          anyways I'm just here to shitpost. I love using wattpad as a shitposting platform and I'm sorry sillies but you're gonna hear about it!! :) <33
          
          so like I've been watching a lot of Xisuma recently and he's just so calming... fuckin love him. and been watching cub too, duh! love cub, love the list series, love him sm<3 also been watching old doc? all of his hermitcraft vids in order.. and it's great ^^
          
          ALSO COMPLETELY UNRELATED BUT LIKE I'M SCREAMING ABOUT IT EVERYWHERE I CAN SO I GET IT OUT OF MY MIND!!!!! I think I'm like actually genuinely fully in love with someone ;-; 
          like ikr! help! this is fucking awful!!! I almost instinctively wrote awesome help it is anything but I hate this :sob::sob: but it's still like so interesting to feel.. been bothering everyone w it :P
          also like I think he knows??? he asked me who I'm in love w (because I had a discord status sayin bein in loooove fuckin sucks!!) and like ;-; I kinda not so subtly dismissed the question and like yeah woopsie we have a long history so I'm pretty sure that at least somewhere in his mind he's got the thought that "this mf might be in love with me..." LIKE HELP!!! SCARY STUFF but like mwuah mwuah idk I'm a bit curzy
          
          AS FOR MY STORIES!!!!!! idk man I'm fuckin over my whole life and am deeply stressed.... so no updates really.... still indefinite hiatus?

small update right as I hit the announce button I remembered and unlocked my phone... ;-;
          sorry about that TwT<3