I’ve been trapped in a cycle for the past couple of weeks of wanting to get back into writings my fanfics, but also dreading the very idea of rereading them. It’s sorta embarrassing in a way to reread the stuff I wrote.
My stories are usually so personal to my thoughts in the moment, and sometimes I can’t stand revisiting them as a result. Some ideas only seem right because of the mood I’m writing in. But once the moment passes, I see it all very differently.
Still I also love writing and I get too much satisfaction from it to ever stop. I’m just weird about my own writing sometimes. I know I’m not a great writer, but I write from the heart.