SnakesRGreat1612

I’ve had really bad anxiety the past couple of weeks, but it kinda just hit me like a truck a few days ago and my mom noticed. She’s pushing me to tell her what’s wrong, but every time I’ve ever talked to her about anything, she brushes it off and laughs or something. I’ve been crying basically all morning, and now she wants me to write down what’s wrong and let her read it since I can’t build up the courage to just straight up tell her, and my dumb ass wasn’t listening and promised I would try, and now I’m panicking because I have to give her a letter by the end of the day, and idk what to write that won’t immediately change how she sees me and she’s leaving the house for a bit, and I’m rambling bye

So ik I already don’t really talk that much on here, but I’m going camping, so I won’t be on here at all for a few days. I’m going to be completely honest, I love camping, but the last time I went to this specific camp I spent the entire time trying not to say the wrong things bc apparently every single girl there will judge, and don’t care if it makes you cry. Also I’m like 90% that basically everyone there is homophobic, so I’m insanely worried I’m going to say something weird that will make everyone give me even more weird looks. To put it simply, I don’t want to go after last years experience, but I hope you guys have a good weekend!

hey u gonna appear on here again Snake?

Hello and welcome, fellow Wattpadian!

Hihihihihihihi! As I said in my description, idk what I’m doing! I might vent, but it also might take a bit for me to build up the courage to vent. I’m a little worried my friends will see this, but at the same time, the only friend I told I have an account i think will understand, and hopefully not think I’m any more annoying than she already probably thinks I am. Any other friends of mine who might stumble across this account will hopefully 1.) not mention it too much in person, 2.) maybe, possibly understand, at least a little, and 3.) not realize that I’m a terrible human being who doesn’t understand which of her emotions are real or fake anymore and decide to finally leave me. I kinda hope that no one actually sees this, but it would probably be good for me to vent a little, and getting at least the possibility for a response makes me feel a little better than just talking to my wall at midnight :)