!!Serious ventish post!!
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I genuinely want to apologize. I feel like a bad person all the time. I've been pushing this account and most of my friends away, I've been severely masking and bottling up my feelings. Every god dam day I feel guilty about myself and everyone I talked too, I don't get up early in the morning and stay up at night. I can't make friends. I sound very terrible. I feel disappointed in myself. I believed myself to be a very very bad person and I'm deeply sorry, each and every single one of you.