Nerdforlife

Hi sophia
          
          I was just reading ur stark tower field trip and i love it! Please release the next part!!!!!! i love your writing

I BACK I WRITE NOW

I LOVE YOU MARVEL/ PETER FEILD TRIP BOOK!  1000/10 or is it 10/1000. Idk lol, all i got to say is that you slayed that book.

lmao should i do a face reveal

HEY SORRY SORRY I'M ALIVE I SWEAR
          
          Oh my god guys, I'm so sorry it's been 7 months. Kinda been through hell and back since then if I'm being honest. I also got a bunch of my other shit diagnosed, and I'm apparently racking up mental illnesses like infinity stones. So far my collection is the ADHD stone, Depression stone, Anxiety stone, OCD stone, PTSD stone, and a fun little extra stone for trichotillomania RIPPPP
          
          For those who don't know, it's a form of OCD where I get super stressed and then rip out all my hair, so I've kinda been dealing with that for a while now.
          
          Regardless, I'm deeply sorry for my inexcusable absence. I'm sorry for being so inactive and waiting until I had 3000 notifications before getting off my ass.
          
          Thank you for all those who DM'd and checked in, and all those who continued to read my fic. I'm super excited to see what's been happening lately, and I'm so grateful for each and every one of you :) I'm going to try to read every comment
          
          love u all so much, hope ur ok

...hey guys... this is my apology.
          It's been over three months since I even signed in to Wattpad. And I'm really, really sorry. On the other hand, it's because I've been... drumroll please...
          
          Diagnosed with depression! Yayyyyyyyyyyy!
          
          It's been kinda rough these past few months. My friends and family have been hinting it at me for a while, but I kept denying it. It was so, incredibly hard to even admit it to myself. If I'm being honest, my mental health has been slowly deteriorating for the past two years. In some ways, getting diagnosed has made it worse: it feels so real and daunting now. But on the other hand, it feels better to know that I'm not just a slacker or so alone. Also, don't worry, I'm not suicidal or anything, just like wicked sad and done with everything.
          
          That being said, it's been exhausting. I'd love to reassure people and tell y'all that I'm through the worst of it and that there's a light at the end of the tunnel, but that would be a lie. I'm really sorry to say this, but it's gonna be a while before that last chapter gets out. If not for the lack of motivation, then because depressed me's writing is shit :)
          
          It's currently 1:35 A.M., and I can't sleep, so I'm gonna try to go through notifications. I'll try to get back to all of you, but I have 2.5k notifications as of rn, so I can't guarantee.
          
          Thanks for all the love, friends. You all mean the world to me, and once again, I'm so sorry for disappearing. I won't be doing that again (hopefully).

Look, I'm not going to say any names, but to that person who's leaving all the hate comments on my story... can you please stop?
          
           I don't mind getting feedback, but there's a line between criticism and hate; you're entitled to your own opinion, just remember that authors have feelings, and you can seriously hurt someone.

my book is #1 in #blackwidow
          Im going to scream or cry or something I don't know this is surreal

Holy shit since when do I have 158 followers? You're literally the best, everyone, thank you so much!

Pls update field trip to Stark Industries