If I wasn't here tomorrow 
Would anybody care
If my time was up I wanna know
You were happy I was there
If I wasn't here tomorrow 
Would anyone lose sleep
If I wasn't hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me

I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget 
So don't remind me of it forever
(Would it matter~Skillet)
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Suicidal af
Depressed
Cutter
Mourning
Heartbroken
Built walls so that no one can reach me
Will never be okay