Spark_thals

When was the last time I wrote something here?
          	I don't know.
          	And when was the last time I read smth here?
          	I don't know. Well.
          	I'm alive yea. Today is the 29th December and the year is almost over. Weird year.
          	If it interests anyone, I got a bow for Christmas, and it shoots even further than I already thought.
          	Don't expect activity from me or anything, there's nothing I can give myself in here, so... Yes. 
          	Peace and love
          	Tash 

Spark_thals

When was the last time I wrote something here?
          I don't know.
          And when was the last time I read smth here?
          I don't know. Well.
          I'm alive yea. Today is the 29th December and the year is almost over. Weird year.
          If it interests anyone, I got a bow for Christmas, and it shoots even further than I already thought.
          Don't expect activity from me or anything, there's nothing I can give myself in here, so... Yes. 
          Peace and love
          Tash 

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Guten Morgen Folks
          Aw man, ich hab gestern den dritten Teil von Fear Street geschaut, und ich bin wirklich, wirklich zufrieden mit dem Ende.
          Ich werde nicht viel darüber sagen, denn ich möchte, falls das hier überhaupt noch jemand liest, niemanden spoilern.
          But *whispers* it's gay and I love it.
          
          See ya probably never,
          Hugs n love from
          Tash <3
          

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Guten Morgen Folks <3
          I was just thinking about a little life update, so her I am.
          I am tired as fuck because I bingewatched all ten episodes of the first season from Motherland: Fort Salem.
          I don't know if the Cliffhanger was better or worse than The Wilds season 1. (they're currently filming the wilds season two and we love the cast)
          But luckily, season two is released in 18 days, I guess I just had a good timing.
          And I got myself a new ship: Raylla. I JUST WANT RAYLLA FLUFF AND NOT SOME ANGSTY SHIT!
          
          Anyways, my book/list here on Watty already counts 17 chapters, but my favorite OTP is and will ever be Theyna <3 and literally every ship on this list is a wlw ship. (and somehow I didn't add Emisue and Damie. Why?) 
          
          I love how Motherland: Fort Salem is a show with such a big female cast, and the fact that we have so many women of color in this cast just makes me incredibly happy. I love how it plays in a alternate America where women are in the center, that's why it's called Motherland instead of Fatherland or smth.
          I love shows with strong independent women.
          And yes, I love Scylla. And Realle. And Tally. And Abigail. And that small girl from this tribe that almost kicked General Aldars ass.
          And I want my Raylla endgame, such as I want my Shoni endgame (again The Wilds). I don't want The 100 endings (*silent sob* they were soulmates!) 
          
          This "life update" wasn't really one... 
          
          Okay wait, I really need to think about what I wanna do with my hair if I have this Jugendweihestuff later that month. Yeet. 
          And I sawed in my hand yesterday. Don't worry, are just tiny little cuts. 
          
          Anyway, love you guys <3
          I really hope you're doing okay, drink some water and relax a moment. Thanks <3
          
          Your tired as fuck Valdez <3
          
          

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Here is my second one. Thanks for reading. I appreciate that. 
          Maybe it's a nice example how things can go from the rock bottom (being deaf) to the top (being able to hear mostly like a normal hearing person)
          
          I didn't planned writing this. It just came rn.
          My own conclusions of this thoughts I just threw out of nowhere on this black screen, is probably that you can do everything. Even if you're on your rock bottom.
          
          I think I learned in my lesson today, once again, everything is possible, even from your rock bottom. You probably need help and patience, but that's okay.
          Patience is up to you.
          Yes, sometimes we just have to do it, we just need to do it immediately, and sometimes we need patience. It's up to you. You know what's best for you.
          
          
          If you read till here, thanks. Thanks for listening :)
          I really appreciate that.
          Spread digital hugs and stay safe,
          Your always tired, but loving Valdez.
          <3
          
          PS. I just got yesterday blessed with the Wayhaught wedding. Finally a wlw couple who got a happy ending. 

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Guten Morgen!
          (mir ist die Uhrzeit wohl bewusst)
          Ich melde mich mal wieder und... Joa.
          Life's is little rough lately, but incredibly boring.
          Ppl ask me if I like Homeschooling or lessons in school more, honestly, I hate both :)
          My brother just got his CI soundprocessor, and I enjoy (in a positive way) how he slowly learns the way of hearing, the way how I am hearing since I was barely two years old. He's impatient, it's amusing in a positive way how impatient he is about that. At the moment, he can't really hear anything than Rauschen, because his brain is very confused what's going on in his ear. Vielleicht nicht impatient, vielleicht würde ehrgeizig mehr passen. Wie er all die Leute trifft die ich schon kenne, die mir alle ein bißchen geholfen haben so zu hören wie ich heute kann. You have to know, not much ppl who have hearing aids like me (I prefer my self invented term Tech-ears) are able to hear as good as me. I don't want to point myself out as "better than the others", no, they're all doing their best they can, and they're incredible good. And I am so proud of them.
          I am completely deaf. Like really deaf.
          And I hear (probably) like a normal hearing human. With this tech today, it's possible.
          I am proud to have this surgery scars behind my ears and proud to wear this Tech-ears which make my life incredibly better.
          I can go to a normal school, I don't need sign language (but I still want to learn it)
          Ppl erzählen mir, wenn man meine CI's nicht sehen würde, würde man denken man redet mit einen normal hörenden Menschen.
          
          
          I would appreciate if you check out the next announcement, sadly they made a sign limit.

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Jeez.
          Ich bin echt unentschlossen.
          Hier haben wir jetzt als Spark_thals als Benutzernamen.
          
          I hope yall have a very nice day, if not-
          believe me, you gonna make it.
          You will survive this day, and I'm so proud of you for what you already did today, even if it's 'just' waking up.
          I believe in you, even if I'm just a stranger over the internet. 
          I believe in you.
          I believe in you :)
          
          Be safe
          Spread digital hugs
          Your loving Valdez. 

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Aka Bookkatze
          
          Hey fellow readers.
          I changed my accountname because I was a little bit tired of Bookkatze.
          Spark kom Trikru is a self invented name that fits in the The 100 Universe.
          Valdez wasn't available *sad Valdez noises* obwohl, dann würde man mich ja überall finden. Wär auch doof.
          
          Have a nice evening yall :)
          Your Valdez 

Spark_thals

Good morning my fellow readers! (yeah I know that's 21 pm)
          My first week in school after three months is almost over... Yeah. Whatever.
          The winter returned to our city and it's pretty snowy outside.
          I made my first coronatest and the feeling in my nose was horrible.
          I called with my friend, with who I didn't really talked the past three months.
          I'm enjoying the feeling of muscle soreness all over my body right now because of a few Liegestütze in sport *groans*
          I watched the webseries Carmilla on YouTube (and the movie on soup2day) with the hot useless broody lesbian vampire (bless the dude who made the CCs of this video)
          I was really annoyed by the title song, but now i kinda like it *plays Love will have its sacrifices*
          I never shipped persons in real life, but now I ship Negovanman, because they have such a good chemistry.
          AND THE KISSES, GODAM(N) THE KISSES ARE SO INTENSE, EVERYTIME. And then there are the non-scripted kisses everywhere. 
          I got goosebumps in math class because I couldn't stop thinking about the spicy scene with Laura and Carmilla in the movie and got cruelly smacked out of that scene by my maths teacher.
          Two nights of this week I had just one hour sleep because of watching that. I could have slept on my feet. For the series I definitely didn't regret it, but kinda for my sleep. Eh.
          
          I forgot to feed my pets. 
          Yeah I- WAIT?! 
          I FORGOT WHAT? 
          

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Good morning yall out there.
          Maybe you remember my last chaotic post? 
          The 3rd of march. 
          I told you it's a special day.
          Vor 5 Jahren wurde zum ersten Mal 3x07 von The 100 gezeigt. 
          We lost Lexa. 
          But who's Lexa?
          Lexa kom Trikru, aka Heda (=Commander) mittlerweile mehr als nur ein Charakter in einer Serie.
          
          It's kinda... I only know her since January, but... She means so much to me and it feels like I know her for years. 
          Ich kann nicht mal in Worte fassen, was ich hier jetzt fühle und denke. Es geht einfach irgendwie nicht.
           #FightLikeLexa ist der diesjährige Hashtag für diesen besonderen Tag, where we celebrate and honor Lexa and her legacy.
          Geht mal auf Insta unter den Hashtag, 3rd March oder Lexa, oder Twitter unter die Trends, auch dort werdet ihr Lexa finden.
          
          For me, a part of the alphabet mafia/Lgbtqia+ community, Lexa is also extra important. Under her name, we fight for more representation and visibility of Lgbtqia+ characters.
          Her death was big loss to the community, but we honor her, and celebrate her life, we fight for more representation.
          Lexa deserved better.
          There was absolutely no reason to let her die from a stray bullet, such a incredible character.
          
          Wir werden nicht aufhören zu kämpfen, genauso wie Lexa unaufhörlich für eine bessere und friedliche Welt gekämpft hat. 
          Her legacy was supposed to be peace.
          We are Lexas legacy and fight for representation and peace. 
          
          Oso gonplei nou ste odon.
          [Our fight isn't over]
          
          May we meet again
          
          Spread digital hugs. 
          Sincerely,
          A Valdez who's trying their best to honor Lexa and her legacy.