i just wanted to come here to reply to the post you left on my message board (i've left too many messages on there unreplied and i thought that if i replied to you on there, you might not see it).
anyway.
yeah.
i have this complex where i find myself unable to look my friends in the eye if they read my the things i've written. so i totally feel you there.
why'd you have to delete your book though? :/