Jay

Anyone just chilling in bed, meant to be going to sleep because you're gonna do a lot of stuff tomorrow— But your brain is just like- nahhh you're not going to bed because you don't want to..
          
          But I do! I just.. too much I'd going on in my brain and so I can't-

Guess what? I was out at breakfast with my Grampa and one of his friends came by and showed me his grandson. He's 2 years older than me and he's pretty cute but now, I didn't ask for his number. Gotta say though, old man definitely is a good sell for that boy, talking all high and mighty about how he's pretty swell.
          
          Truly though, peak of my life. I thought I was ugly, but his grampa thought I was good enough for his grandson.

I am thoroughly insulted. Reading fanfics, as one does, and they are all just insulting this man's denim shorts! I wear denim shorts all the time! THEY AREN'T OUT OF STLYE!
          Jorts are my life and they don't make me chafe horribly. Even wear them for working out.

Happiest I've been to get my period 4 days early because it means that I don't have to be worried about getting it at all during my trip to Germany.
          
          Truly, a major achievement because that's s lot less to pack— FUCK YES! Ich muss sagen, das ist sehr gut.

I read it and then it's 3am— I didn't mean it— but it is

Our DnD campaign's world is known as Efecifino. Aka The fuck if I know— after L asked our GM what the world was known as her response was, "The fuck if I know!" And immediately L continued their thought, "Everyone else on Efecifino knows! Why don't you?!—" and we all burst into total laughter.
          
          Best moment ever.

Go town a rabbit hole of looking through different jobs I could have with my ASVAB scores (AFQT was 95). Like not only could I repair stuff but I could deal with chemicals or explosives!!!— IT SOUNDS SO FREAKING SICK! 
          
          But also I've got the generic and stupid fears of death, boats, planes, heights, and driving. Just the whole shebang of the stupidest fears. And then... I could shoot stuff and mess with chemicals or explosives— Or even become a combat medic! Like all this stuff... It sounds freaking awesome. If my mom didn't hate the thought of me joining, I would be right there. Honestly, I'm glad I've yet to chat with recruiters, because they would totally get me to sign something.
          
          I'm gonna end up joining and all of my friends will be totally confused by it.
          
          I'm stupidly clumsy (also ADHD as heck-) but I'm smart enough to do calculus and stack on AP classes in various subjects. I'm smart enough nobody would expect it, but dumb enough for nobody to be shocked by it.

Spiel. It took me until just now to realize that it comes from German (Spiel means 'game' in German). Came to me as I was writing about flight attendants doing their usual 'spiel' and realized I had never written the word before.
          
          Welp, now I know! Took me long enough-

Lol— I love planning my dad to a tea— knowing that there is 0% chance of me actually following through with that shizz-

I've just gotta say it— I love my friends. Real friends are not only those who are there for you— but those who understand when you need to be alone.
          
          My friend asked if I wanted to hangout sometime, I said sure— THEY SAID TOMORROW- I mentioned the fact that my mom was at work so nobody could take me (true thing-) and they offered to take me. I thanked them, said it wouldn't be necessary since I needed a day off (today was final exams and our group is doing DND on Wednesday). They said that was good and wished me a nice day off!
          
          No questioning why I needed it or trying to persuade me to come, just wishing me the best <3
          
          Friends are nice.