Theanonymousgal17
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Life is shit. Life brings happiness, life brings sadness. This year was meant to be the year I got better, I tried more and I became happy. This year has ruined my life. Everyday seems so fucking pointless. I get up in the mornings and I have to fall out (boy) of bed and when I shower I just get lost in my mind for about ten minutes, just staring at the tiled wall as the water hits my head questioning my life. Everyday I argue with my family. Some days I even fucking cut myself. I'm on holidays now and I'm trying to use this time to find myself. Fix myself. Everyday for this month I've had suicide thoughts. Would people really miss me when I'm gone? Probably not. I asked my friend if she would give a shit if I committed suicide and she said she would and that it would upset her like fuck. Somedays I've even tried. I just want to kill myself. There's no point anymore.
