Kawaii_Potato

I'm so freaking done.  I can't keep talking people out of death everyday, its not responsiblity- its my only reason I'm alive. If I were counting, I've talked over or helped talk over 10-15 people out of death in the past year or two.  I can't keep this up because its starting to take a toll on my health and it causes anger to me that people are blind to how precious life is, and saddens me who feel like they can't possible see past the rain to the rainbow. I don't know what to do anymore because I'm not life support. Now im not going to say that I'm depressed because I'm not, im just worried, but  please reach help if you need it. If you cant find it, ill help you find it or be your help. Goodnight-KawaiiPotato

I don't understand life anymore.
          
          I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.

I just figured out my problem: I literally C A N N N O T express my e m o t i o n s
          I feel a lot of e m o t i o n s and I dunno WHY but I cant express them and I literally want to die or take it all back everytime I express anything but love, affection, and happiness towards others. Half the time, i feel so many emotions towards so many different things and give up trying to talk to someone. Why did I just figure this out =~=

Imma stoopid idiot who slept 7 hours after school so and is hungry and cant sleep

T-T

All i want to say is: tRiGeReD

 I got a pet ball python or snake! His namr is Mr Snack

 I accidently stayed up all night T-T im so stupidddd someone slap me in the face please T^T

I cant stop thinking about how happiness is just a chemical in our brains ;w;.
          
          Tbh i am way to happy and may be deeply depressed but i dunno ;w; as long as yall okay (not that i dont care about myself dont worry)
          
          Its midnight got so many thoughts just wait. 
          
          What is wrong with meh -w-
          
          I dont want to go to school T^T ItS sToOpId
          
          Homework is due today isnt done at all
          
          My rooms a mess 
          
          Lifes great all i gots to say \(^w^)/
          
          Oh yeah and people like to rip my math homework almost everyday now its like a trend .w. thats heck of alots of fun.
          
          Im really tired QwQ goodnight/goodmorning 
          These thoughts probably arent even worth worrying about they just midnight thoughts ;w;

Guess wos up still with school starting in six hours? You guessed it! Me! ;-; help school is hella terrifying to me right now T~T