idk xD

Hey girl, when you get time go check out my new poem I posted up.

I hope you're okay, how's the writing coming alone?

You're an amazing writer, keep it up <3

These are all my original lyrics and poems, and I hope these encourage anyone who reads them. I know a book like this was requested recently when I posted lyrics on my profile, and I hope you enjoy! https://www.wattpad.com/story/106594712

Stop Spinning (Why Do You Feel So Far)
          
          (Wish it would stop spinning, stop spinning)
          (Why do You feel so far?)
          
          I need a minute to think,
          Just a moment to breathe
          One small window of time to
          See more clearly
          Wishing all this would stop
          Not for long, just long enough
          Just enough for my head to
          Stop spinning
          
          And life is hitting hard for the first time
          And I feel so small, not for the first time
          And things are so much harder than they used to be
          While I’m still here, thinking I’m just little old me
          
          Wish it would stop spinning, stop spinning
          So I could see clearly, see clearly
          My vision’s flawed enough, just stop spinning
          
          You feel so far, You feel so far from my heart
          Thinking what’s going on and
          Where’d life disappear to?
          Oh wait it’s right in front of me,
          No that’s just a test that’s due
          I’m barely holding on to sanity,
          Maybe I’m already crazy
          Maybe I should really be asking
          Where You are
          Why do You feel so far?
          And are You really as far as You feel?
          Oh just show me what’s real
          
          Not sure where to go,
          What to think, how to know?
          Not sure what to do,
          How to be, how to reflect You
          
          Wish it would stop spinning, stop spinning
          So I could see clearly, see clearly
          My vision’s flawed enough, just stop spinning
          
          Oh, God, You feel so far...

When I was young, I saw nothing but my fairytale castles and dreams that could never be. Reality was only a thin, nearly invisible layer over my beautiful picture. Now, reality is tearing apart my wonderful castle, becoming more opaque every passing day. I wish I could save it, but I will never be able to go back. Dear younger me, enjoy your dreams.
          ~the older you

A song written out of frustration and depression. 
          
          Open heart surgery
          
          I’m so tired of chasing dreams so far out of my reach
          I’m so scared I’m losing that I can’t bring myself to eat
          I’m afraid that I might make You disappointed in me
          Fear is winning and cutting my heart in two, so deep 
          
          I feel like You’re so far away when I look around
          Cause when I look around me I start feeling like I’m drowning
          And I just want to take control and let my heart out now
          But that won’t work because it means a smaller chance of getting out
          
          I try to apologize, I try to rationalize what I’m doing
          I try to free myself, like I need nobody else, but that’s not true
          Oh I need You, 
          
          To take my broken heart, and heal each broken part
          Get Your tools and do this open heart, 
          cut me open, tear me apart to save me
          Help me to see it’s not only me,
          No, in the end it’s not all I’ll see
          
          And I’m still tired of chasing dreams so far out of my reach
          I’m so scared of losing that I can’t bring myself to eat
          
          So carry this heart out so far, drop me and catch me
          When I fall so I know well that You’ll never leave
          And cut me open, tear me apart to heal this broken heart
          I was scared at first, but do the surgery, yeah just hit the restart
          
          And in the pain I’m still tired, it’s looking like my brain is wired 
          To be such a self-center, it’s not getting better
          This hurts, I’m walking on eggshells, but these feel more like glass shards
          And I’m trying to keep my balance but goodness this is so hard
          And I fall apart, with my broken heart so you can put the pieces back together
          Yeah, You’ll make it better

Hey guys! Hopefully you're having a happy new year and enjoying the start of 2017. With that off the table, I have some news: as a homeschooler, I get asked a lot of questions about homeschooling. I also end up in situations that other homeschoolers may or may not have been in before. 
          In light of this, I thought it might be fun to start a new, non-fiction book: The Homeschooler's Guide To Life. 
          I've already got a couple of chapters out, and have plans for more. In this book will be...mostly advice if you live the homeschooled life or have a friend who is a homeschooler or want a friend who is a homeschooler...whatever connects you to homeschoolers. It could even be that you have a crush on a homeschooler. Whatever it is, if you're interested in the book please read or recommend it for people who might be interested! 
          Seriously though, even if you don't like it, constructive criticism is always welcome!

hey, guys! I haven't been on in a really long time or updated any stories, and that is because my tablet broke and I don't have Wattpad on my phone so....I won't be posting anything but I will be getting on every once in a while to keep up. I'm no longer grounded, but I have almost no way to get on here and talk. 
          
          Hope you guys are all great and God bless you,
          ~Treblestar

we as human only got like 4 good songs.
          zombie
          strike back
          take the bullets away
          let me drown