I have never been in love is it tragic ? or am i just lucky?

I'm just another teenager who likes to check out guys behind her glasses.

Why fall in love ? When I can break my own heart expecting from others.

I have enough of fake friends whom i forgive just to not feel lonely so i don't need a guy right now.

I write because I have characters in my head that deserve to be felt .

I tell people I'm alright when I'm not fine , its better to tell i'm good instead of telling people my sad story and then letting people spill my beans to others.


I miss my grand pa and i like finding reasons to smile. I  have a book blog because i keep reading to avoid living this reality.

My family is amazing yet so annoying when everyone is angry.  I have few friends who are close to my heart.

I hesitated to use my real name as username as i have nosy aunts and uncles and I like writing romance.

I can't write 2000 words to tell you about my life. I want to publish a book one day and I want to kill the one's i hate in my life in my books.

I want what i write to be real and felt .

I like it if you message me or comment or give a star .

I study a lot yet others are better than me.

I want to fall in love one day without someone who can ensure me that he won't run away after knowing the real me .

How is life? boring
 how are friends? fake
Love? look at my face
Food ? gimme
Guy's? let's check out 
Sex? Oh I read it 
kiss ? Never did .

I love the one who read it and want to talk about anything bothering you please ping me , I wont judge you .

It's okay not to be okay I feel because I'm not okay yet here I'm surviving and smiling like it's not hurting.

I hope one day I met the one .