★★★

"Fifteen..."
          
          After 15 months of solid friendship, our paths are finally parted. The friendship I once had with him is now gone, turned to ashes.
          
          I will pick myself up and bring out what I wasn't when I was with him - independent, sociable, and more things uncovered and unknown.
          
          I am sad, grieving..
          
          I don't want to let him go. However, he definitely wanted to. He doesn't want to be my friend anymore. 
          
          He leaves me on read. Recently, he didn't even check what I sent him.
          
          Now, he's won his gamble. 
          
          Am I really certain we'll be back again?
          
          It's 15 months down the drain, and still, I don't think so.

After the numbness kicks in
          An overwhelming suffering hits
          I find a way to scream
          Only to feel drowned in agony
          
          An ineffable feel takes over me
          Maybe a disease of insanity 
          To know it truly is to take it by its wings
          Which I'll never accomplish, not in a million centuries