Uliana Absari

Happy New Years! Hehe dang I didn't realize just how fast time fly's (:

It's almost new year's! Idk  why but I'm happy (:

If action speaks louder than words, then how have no one heard the scars that has painted my body?
          
          Now I know why action speaks louder than words, because when I screamed for help no one heard.

Some pickup lines that are not mine BUT I would like it for you guys to know exist (:
          
          Are you an instrument? Cause I'm ready to play you ;)
          
          I'm Batman, I'm ready to do you in the dark 
          
          I'm Batman, wanna be Robin my virginity 
          
          Roses are red 
          I like monster truck 
          I'm low-key interested 
          So wanna fuck? (this one I made)
          
          Twinkle twinkle little star
          Im inlove so here we are 
          Asking you out for the night 
          I'll make sure to make you bright~ (also made by me)

A little fun fact about me!
          
          • I like to write in Arabic! And I can write super fast too, it's cuz I grew up in a very Muslim household and went to Islamic school (I'm not Islam, just so you know)
          
          • I'm either the most sensible, most mature person in my friend group, or the most dipshits of dipshits you'll see
          
          • My bsf likes to teasingly call me "Mom" because I act like a mom/leader, just today my friends were bantering and I sternly called there name and my friend said "oh shit mom just called youuuu"
          
          • Chocolate Milk is good. Chocolate Milk is life. Live Love Laugh Chocolate Milk 
          
          • Might be a bit obsessed with music but meh

Math test. OH GOD'S MATH TEST

Have you ever had a hard time crying? 
          
          Whenever I feel like shit, I usually just lay down, talk to myself, put my hand on my eyes, but not cry even tho I want to or feel like to. Like I just look at the ceiling and say things like "I'm such a horrible fucking friend..." and continue on to why, but when i do cry it's either because of my grades or when my close friend is crying
          
          One time I was waiting for one of my close friends outside of there class, when I saw them they were crying and calling themselves and 'idiot' and 'dumb' for some reason I started tearing up too?
          
          Can someone tell me I'm not alone???

I'm reading "Lout of the counts family" and it's been so fun I can't explain it

Here are the thing or names I'll like to be called! (also just some other things)
          Avi, Uli, or Vender 
          She/He/They 
          Im a minor! (10 - 15)
          I love pookie, sweetie, or anything sweet!!

I HAVE TO SING IN FRONT OF MY CLASS FUCK. 
          
          also sorry for not being online much! I got my math results back and got 80, which is good I think? But not for my mom! She kinda indirectly called me "Not doing enough" and that I should study more and more to keep a good grade. I'm sorry, I thought that getting a 97 and a 100 on almost all my test was good for compensation, what happened to you saying that as long as i work hard and do my best it'll be fine! I think I'm a burned out gifted kid whadya think?