Hey Kiki,
stop blaming yourself for my sadness. You did nothing wrong and ok if you can't always help me. You're always there for me when I need it and that's more than I deserve. You always cheer me up just by being you and it's painfull to see you sad. Don't aplogize. You do that to much you know? You're the best platonic partner I could ever ask for and I love you so much! You're so caring, you called me to apologize when it wasn't even your fault and I was just feeling like a failure! Not many people will do that.
Stay safe and get enought sleep and water. (Yes I know I'm a hypocrite)
Love you qpp.
~Opaz