RottingSoulMatter

This might sound pretty pathetic..
          
          Do you remember that guy that you dated for almost two months named, Xhander/Monty? It’s me, again. I know your tired of hearing from me but I actually need to you to hear me out for this one time. It’s been a couple of weeks, almost a month since we’ve had a conversation. I’ve really thought about the things that you’ve said and I suppose that I’ve sort have used that to change the person I previously was. And now you, I actually feel like I’m the person that makes me happy. My life doesn’t feel anything close to *lie* anymore. And I guess what I’m trying to say is— want to start over. I know that you don’t just give out second chances— or how ever many chances you’ve managed to give me- but I to really get a chance to have a decent friendship with you. Instead of going off of what we already know about each other, we can just start all over, we can treat this *new* relationship just how we did when we first met, just without the passive aggression. And you know, you your willing to do so, just text me sometime? I’ll probably get your message Friday or Saturday.. and we can go from there.
          
          Thank you so much for reading.