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This soul right here is tired as hell 

Man the scars they've made on my body will vanish with time but the scars on my heart will never ! They're the reason I'm becoming weaker nd weaker nd I've literally no one to rely on , no one to share about it ! How am I gonna survive God knows 

Nd now the exam that didn't go well adds up to all the drama ! They've got a new thing to taunt me about ugh

This time it actually feels like ending it all cuz tf I'm not able to handle a single thing properly ! My parents want me to be the ideal child nd hey I'm trying but THEY STILL DON'T SEE IT !? I'm working my ass from last 8-10 months continuously ! Been 4-5 months I'm surving on 2-3 hour's of sleep in the whole day but they still think I'm not enough (⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠)
          The torture is unbearable fr

This place won't let me breathe ! Why tf are they always on my throat ?!!?! Mainly my mom I'm so tired 

I don't even remember the last time I slept for completely 7:8 hour's ! I had a person for myself when I came here but i lost her too nd it was completely my fault ! I was greedy nd wanted to save myself form my parents ! Should've just told them the truth nd faced the reality nd stayed with her forever ! Atleast I'd have my comfort person ! I'm so lost , completely lost , all alone ugh

Idfk why my parents always act up when I'm already having hard time with my health nd mainly the studies ! Like please lemme breathe I'm done with the world already don't make me give up on y'all please 

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