ahah...heh..soo, this account will..probably..no longer be where I will post any story. I still will be writing.

Coz hobby...

But am wondering if I should make a new account or not, right now.

I'll keep the account up, in hopes that I get particularly motivated to finish one story before I leave this account for forever, as closure.

So if I do update things in this account, it's more of me preparing my departure from it than anything else.

I feel the need to put down this one because it's gotten to a point where I feel guilty reading books on wattpad because I remember this profile and the story ideas i've put in here that has been garnering digital cobwebs, safe to say the guilt is probably the reason for the onslaught of writer's block.

My writing cycle: Read-> enjoy->be inspired->meditate->probably write (10% chance)->research ton of shizt (when right now my internet connection is faulty, my creativity dabbles mostly on stuff i don't know sheeet about.)->get drowned by everyday activities->write personal angst that has no literary value (introspection)

Rinse & repeat

Now I feel a sort of weirdness every time I read, let alone be inspired to write.
(I'm drawing nowadays to escape reality, more paper and pen required but meh)

I am disappointed with my inability to stay in one path, too. please forgive me.

Like all things I come and go.
12/07/2018