How do you deal with the feeling of not accepting yourself and the urgent feeling that you should disappear and leave everything behind(.)
There are times that you think and look at yourself in the mirror, You wish you could know the viewpoint of others about you, You wish you could see yourself through their eyes.
But although this is impossible, you still hope that it is not the same as your point of view on yourself, or how you feel when something happens with you, you wish that they do not think about you at all.
Maybe one day they will make a machine for people to see others' views of them, perhaps we find the solution
To everyone who reads this, if you hear me, Please give me your look at the matter.