Windi3rSki3s

happy new year! :)

Windi3rSki3s

Its been about half a year and few months since I last updated and that's partly my fault. Actually all of it. 
          I'm not sure who will see this since I haven't really been active but for those who do I really hope you understand.
           I've been going through great turmoil and distress. I wanted to dedicate myself into finishing a book instead of giving up early like all the other attempts. I wanted to release myself into a piece of art, that would not only inspire others but grant fulfillment within my heart.
            I've been going through depression and anxiety and it reached a point where I just saw everything in life as meaningless. Somewhere along the way I lost my  3 year love for BTS.
           I realized that I don't really know them and neither do they.... I thought they would be the solution to my problems... but that was just me binge watching and trying to forget my situation.  There are a lot more reasons but I don't want to go into that.
          
          The point is... I'm better now and I promise to my followers and future followers... that I will become a better writer and support all of you who would want to become writers. I found my voice.... and i'm going to use it to create the most wonderful and peaceful writings ever. 
          
          So in short, I'm giving life a second shot … and i'm not losing this time. :) 
          Thanks for reading.

Windi3rSki3s

Thank you so much. :) you saying all that really gives me encouragement. I needed this.
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PHARMYJZE

@Windi3rSki3s This. Yknow. I understand your situation. All of these are not the best moments but are the hard ones. You're a piece of art even with those scars. You're awesome okay? So I'm sorry that you're going through a lot. But these things come and go. I may not give you solutions through these events that are occurring to you. But please please do talk it out with someone. And talking to them isn't a burden at all. I may say this to others and I my self don't follow this. But as long as I do feel happy I'm fine I guess? But either way. I know all the things that make us happy don't usually get rid off all the pain or all the problems. But they make you happy don't they? So when I'm happy with something I just go with it cause I know it at least makes me happy and feel less pain. So try doing the things you love! What RM said in his UNICEF speech was "What excites you what makes your heart beat?" I didn't remember the specific words. But all I know I'm more inspired to be strong. BTS are the ones that gave me strenght. They inspired you too didn't they? So think positive of that 3 year love for BTS. They made you happy and forget the pain too. I'm happy that you're an ARMY. And that you're expressing yourself through all the inspiration coming from them. I believe that you have hope in everything. (J)hope still exists doesn't it???? ❤❤❤
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