this message may be offensive
Ever had someone tell you things that are very hurtful? I have before. My best friends told me to go kill myself. They said I think of my self as the queen of the world but I don’t. I want to scream at them, and say “YOU DON’T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I’VE TRIED TO KILL MYSELF AND FAILED! YOU DON’T KNOW THE PAIN I’M IN! YOU PUT ME HERE IN THIS PLACE. I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU, I STUCK BY YOU MY WHOLE LIFE SINCE THE DAY WE MET AND THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT ME! I HELP TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE FEEL BETTER AND I’M THERE FOR YOU GUYS WHEN YOU NEEDED SOMEONE TO LEAN ON! Who is going to be there for me?” Sorry for rambling on about this I don’t have people who I can trust.