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I want to fucking die right now. Just drop dead. Stop fucking existing. There’s no point anyways. It’s not like anyone will notice. Everyone already has their own hobbies and groups, I’m just that person you go and bitch at when you feel crappy. Because I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. I didn’t know then and I don’t now. But you wanna know what I do know? I know who I am. I know how I feel. These things aren’t for you to decide. If I want my fucking name to be Zack, then my fucking name is going to be Zack. Don’t try and tell me who I am. You don’t know how I feel. You’ve never even tried to understand how I see things. Hell, you never even asked. Why? Because I’m just a stupid little lap dog that enjoys being in a cage 24 hours a day? Is that all I am to you? I’m an annoyance. Just a fucking dog taking up space in your house. You have NEVER been a father figure to me. Don’t you DARE call yourself my dad. You have never been that, and after all the shit you’ve put me through, all the lies you’ve told just to make me look bad, all the times you’ve made me feel selfish just for wanting to take care of myself, and everything else that would take years to list out. All of it. Do you think a father would do ANY of that shit? Do you think a father laughs at their kid for having a mental breakdown, especially when said mental breakdown is caused by him?
You know what, I’m not even rue why I’m commenting on this. It’s not like I’ve ever even had a father. Just some jackass who only hurts me. Only someone to make sure that I’m as anxious and depressed as possible. Thanks for everything you’ve done for me! I’ll never forget that time you threatened to kill my dog, it’s very much appreciated! After all, she’s just a dumb dog, right? Yeah, that stupid dog that kept me from committing suicide...