Yukito_Suziki

why do I keep getting ‘people’ trying to scam me;-;
          pls gtfo and get a real job instead of scamming❤️

Happy birthday Shuhei Hisagi!

Happy birthday Ichigo!

I went to the doctors today to get my blood drawn and I passed out! Twice.
          I unfortunately arrived there alone as I went there to get my yearly checkup. It wasn’t long, but they do the usual testing. I was anxious about getting my blood drawn(I hate needles) but I did it anyways, I’m sitting there and I feel the poke. I say it’s not bad.. but not even two seconds later, I say “I feel kinda nauseous” and then I went to blink and I wake up with the nurses surrounding me calling out my name. Apparently, as soon as I said that, I passed out. I almost slid off the chair. My body was so tensed up that I couldn’t move and it felt like I just dreamed, like I just woke up while my mind also felt fuzzy with ringing noises in my ear. I had to be carried to another room and I passed out again. I wake up(the buzzing  was not as intensely as before) with people around me fanning me with another fan on my side, blowing cold air. I was extremely sweaty and hot. I was informed(again) that I passed out. And I shouldn’t get up immediately. They talk to me while one of the nurses gives me a drink of this box juice that is meant for people who probably woke up from passing out. I passed out from the Shock and low iron. My body couldn’t handle it either since I haven’t ate in 18 hours.
          When I got better(an hour later) I had to drive home but had to pull over so that I wouldn’t puke in my car. 
          I had to drive back to my apartment and head to bed. I had to eat later because I felt terrible and I didn’t want to puke again.
          I got clovers when I woke up. It was close, and I wanted their fries❤️

Happy Fourth of July!

I am thinking about abandoning on doing the Yandere Ichigo scenario that has the lemon!
          I really don’t want to write that. Not that it makes me uncomfortable(it doesn’t) but it’s the fact that I’m not good at writing all those jazz. I was also thinking on not doing the bed situation either. It’s just… I’m usually not in the mood to do it, and it takes most of my time, I’m a really busy woman and I have a life. I hope you all understand.
          
          Now that doesn’t mean I will never do it, but I’ll do it on different chapter that is solely ment for Lemon and spice. So for now on, characters will not have a bed situation! There will be a certain chapter for that!!
          
          Thank you for understanding!❤️
          Sincerely; Yuki

Y’all what is with character ai <\3
          Fym I “run out of swipes”… I AM NOT PAYING FOR THE SUBSCRIPTION. This is wild. 
          What do you mean I have to wait 3 days? What kind of retardation is that? 
          Tbh this is stupid. 
          ANYWAYS. Y’all I might post soon. Or finish that one scenario with Ichigo… maybe. I feel like shit right now and I can barely walk without the fear of tripping ‘cuz my legs are shaking.
          Love y’all, Sincerely Yuki❤️

Happy men’s mental health month!!

More yap session
          Yup. Going through shit rn.
          
          No I didn’t loose my job.
          
          It’s just… My best friend didn’t want to be friends with me anymore.
          
          This was literally out of the blue so now all I want to do is stay in my room and rot.
          
          She said it was because of her mental health. Which.. is confusing because don’t friends HELP with mental health?
          
          She said it respectfully but it also seemed irritated. Like she was mad at me.
          
          She said this after a week in summer break. So now I’m just sitting on the ground on my ass looking at my screen in shock and.. well hurt. But I didn’t want to bother her. Mainly because she didn’t want me talking to her anymore.
          
          I’m not gonna push her. If she needs time for a mental break, then I will allow that. Even if I loose her because of it. Because despite all that, I still respect her as a person. She went through a lot of things with me for years and comforted me.
          
          I’m conflicted on asking what I did wrong, but if I tried budging in her business, she’ll shut me out even more.
          
          I’m angry but I’m also confused. Like why are you saying this. WHY aren’t you asking me to help you? WHY won’t you let me help you? Why can’t I be there for you?
          
          but whatever. My mood is ruined and now I don’t want to do this bot anymore.
          
          Sorry, stories will be delayed… again..

It’s been a while… 
          I haven’t been posting for quite a while now. I’ve been distant and I haven’t been on social media.
          I have a few reasons. 
          I’ve been busy with life. So I haven’t had the time and energy to write things. That includes writing bots. 
          I’m not sad or depressed. I’ve just spent my time on more productive things lately. I’ve seen friends, family, and colleagues. 
          Since this school year is over, I’ve just been celebrating. Because, college is hard and I have a job.
          Am I sorry for not posting? No. Will I quit? No. 
          I will possibly write some time this week. 
          That’s all:3