_Clover_09

Bye guys.... 
          	
          	I can't do this anymore. I love all of you guys so much. U have all helped me. 
          	
          	And don't worry im not killing myself... at least I don't think I am. 

_Clover_09

Anyone just feel like no body cares...

_Clover_09

@_Clover_09 its okay im just struggling a little but ill be fine 
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_Clover_09

@_Clover_09 ty and sorry I haven't been rping ny mental health haven't been the best lately 
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RiverRae26

@_Clover_09 Yep all the time… I’m always here to talk if you need to let it all out though. 
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_Clover_09

I'm so damn tried of trying to find a person who will love me back. I'm done with trying to find that one person who will always love me. 

_Clover_09

@_Clover_09 thank you. I just feel so lonely but I'll be fine ig.
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_Clover_09

@_Clover_09 thank you so much 
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_Clover_09

This is it. I'm not killing myself but I am getting rid of wattpad. It is better for me mentally. I really had fun with the time I had on here. I will miss every single one of you. 
          I will be gone by 11 tonight. If you need to talk with me before I go PM or DM me. 
          Bye Loves.

-toziersdream

aww!! i will miss you so so much ❤️❤️❤️
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1-800-LIAA

I will miss youuu 
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_Clover_09

I'm so done....
          
          So tonight I had Christmas with my stepfather side of the family. And I told my mom that my jeans were loose on me. My stepdad sister had just walked into the kitchen where I was getting ice cream. My 'aunt' looked at me and asked if I liked ice cream. My mother told her about how I eat ice cream all the time. I love it. 
          
          My 'aunt' had the audacity to tell me and my mother 'if she keeps eating like she does especially the way she eats ice cream like she does, she won't have to worry about her loose jeans anymore.' Then her and my mom laughed.
          
          This leagimntly hurt me. As a person who is already self conscious about her weight and curvy body. I don't think I will ever be able to eat ice cream without it reminding me how fat u am. 
          
          Anyways thanks for listing to me complain! Love ya!