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With a heavy heart, I would like to announce that I will be taking an indefinite hiatus from writing as the exam season is approaching. I will use that time to study and attend classes. I apologize for my inactivity on this account and unproductive writing. All inconvenience is deeply regretted. Thank you to those who enjoy my stories and are still faithfully waiting for updates. 

Happy Eid to all my Muslim friends ♡

WATTPAD FINALLY HAS LIKE COMMENT BUTTON!!! LETS GOOOOOO!! IM EXCITED

And the devil whispered, 
          "Let there be unfinished fanfic."
          
          <3

“Being a writer means having a story you want the whole world to read, except everyone who knows you. ”
          
          - Alexander Pennington

“The process of rewriting is enjoyable, because you're not in that existential panic when you don't have a novel at all. ” 
          
          - Rose Tremain 

“Stories you read when you're the right age never quite leave you. You may forget who wrote them or what the story was called. Sometimes you'll forget precisely what happened, but if a story touches you it will stay with you, haunting the place in your mind that you rarely ever visit. ”
          
          - Neil Gaiman

Now onto today's topic:
          
          For a few months now, I've been debating whether I should take 'See You Again: 365 days worth' down; it is by far my least favourite published work, however, my lack of action in this derives from the rather positive feedback it has received through several weeks. 
          
          Unlike the other two of my successful published masterpices, I never find myself going back to review the writings of this book, primarily since I find it hard to keep going with the current plot, accurate character depiction and personally speaking, I don't find any entertainment and/or pleasure in writing the book. I will not take it down right now, however, I do plan on rewriting it whenever there's time. I cannot guarantee on any dates; and I am aware that I should probably focus on actually writing the new fanfictions I've planned. Therefore, I will be rewriting each chapter bit by bit and only publishing it once it's complete. Changes to the plot will be made, as well as other minor fixes.
          
          Honestly, the only motivation I have to write it in the first place derived from my need to distract myself out of my worsen depression. The world does get the best of us sometimes and our mind can hit rock bottom when it's too much to bear. All and all, my only connection to that book was the fact that it became the first fanfiction I'd ever written and it ease myself out of pretty hard times.
          
          
          I am deeply sorry for the inconvenience it had caused and I know some of you may be a bit disappoint. Thank you for understanding and the supports I have received. I truly appreciate the efforts.
          

Thank you to all; those who have supported me and my works directly and indirectly and I appreciate you guys for being a very supportive and lovely audience. It's been a great year, most time it's hard but there are times where if I were given a chance to turn back time, I would. Not to change things but to feel the same thing twice. My greatest decision I have made throughout this year is that I decided to take the courage to wrote and published my very first fanfic (or not but it's the most successfully I can say) and those that comes along with it for if I hadn't choose to do so, I wouldn't have met so many wonderful and amazing people and community (灬º‿º灬)♡
          
          This year may have thrown more at you than you planned, but you still made it. There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind ♡ To those who are fighting and surviving, thank you for choosing to live, thank you for choosing to keep existing and thank you for holding on, watching the sun awaken its new rise <3 I wish you a good health and a good path ahead. May you keep being strong bc in the end, it'll be worth it ୧( ˵ ° ᴗ ° ˵ )୨