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A few more minutes till 3rd Dec ends, I thought I could pass today without falling tears.. why does "heaven knows" song have to come up to my phone? Now I'm crying from all the emotions I had suppressed for you.
          
          I have expected since days ago that you won't wish me. Cried and prepared myself for days, in the end I still lose to my heart tonight. Sigh, but I don't blame you. I understand you too well. And.. sigh somehow there's still so much warmth for you in my heart.  I..hope you're doing well, not missing me, and instead enjoying life to the fullest. 

Hey. I.. wanted to thank you one more time for last night. I feel like that has been the perfect way to end the era of us completely. Having this one last talk, knowing you are fine and doing well and I'm too - i think this was very important for both of us, seperating our ways without still having so much hate at eachother within us.
          I wish you all the best, as i always have and forever will. Thank you for all the good times. Be happy and take care of yourself, okay?
          With nothing but a warm and relieved heart,
          Lilit.
          <3

Was supposed to tell you this when the right time comes, but maybe there won't be one, and still I feel you deserve to know. Consider this as a note of your writing milestone. 
          
          Have you ever noticed the ranking of your books? It's so incredible how someone so young can achieve such a great accomplishment. And that someone is you. I mean I have always believed in you, and I am amazed by how talented you are. So in summary your books :
          
          1. Wortlos 
          
          On Aug 25, it got a #332 poesie out of 11.2K stories. You are in the top 350 out of 11.2K!!! Idk how you feel ab that, but for me that's definitely an incredible number. 
          
          But it didn't stop there. On Aug 28, that very same book, raise to #94 poesie out of 11.2K. From 350 to 94 in just 3 days!! 
          
          2. Moonscheinpoesie
          
          Well if Wortlos is already incredible, then moonscheinpoesie is much more than incredible. This book of urs very often stayed at #1 in poetryslam out of 1.04K stories, for daysssss. 
          
          Not only that, on Aug 25, it also got a #69 in poesie out of 11.2K stories. And on Aug 28, it raised to #36 in poesie out of 11.2K stories. 
          
          I was already amazed by Wortlos, imagine my reaction when I found out ab moonscheinpoesie haha, like top 50 out of eleven thousand stories?!! That's so wow! 
          
          Also on 2nd Sep, it got the best title of #2 in poetry out of 4.52K stories. There are actually so much more accomplishments list of rank in different categories which I can't type one by one here haha. 
          
          
          Anyway, my point or this whole thing points out that YOU ARE AMAZING, Lit. Really. I hope you realize and believe that of yourself. And don't stop writing, you have gotten a great talent <3.

IT IS NOW 00.00 YOUR TIME~ You are officiallyyyy a year older!! 
          
          Happy Sweet 17th Birthday to you <3
          
          I wish you healthy throughout the year. I wish you endless blessings and luck. Ofc, that includes the wish of success in the next school year (haha you would have rolled ur eyes on me for reminding u if u could have read this). I wish you will stay in touch with your besties and last-year-school-friends but also surround by many new good-friends. I wish you will have lots of idea and many achievements-and-growths in your writing. I wish you will have plentyy of spotlights, with poetry in your hand, words that resonate on stages, and hearts that witness and feel your voice. I wish summer won't be too-hot on you, that autumn magic keeps finding you, that the cold-winter be gentle on you, and that the next blooming spring to be lasting longer. And most important of all, I wish that peace always find you and your year fill with abundance of happinessss. Last but not least, I wish this year birthday isn't any less special than last year, because someone as wonderful as you deserve to be celebrated with so much loves.
          
          As of that, I have actually prepared a gift for you. It's a handmade chamomile bouquet!! It turns so beautifulll ykkk. Sweetheart, have you realized that you have grown so much? I am so proud of you. You are now embracing your worth, and standing proudly and firmly in it. You have also learned to self-love. Those are all such a huge progress yk!! I am really really so proud of you. Omg hahahha, I feel so happy rn thinking of how far you've come. Don't you dare to stop shining okay? It looks good on you. 
          
          Well once againn, 
          Cheers to your 17th <3