It's so easy to forget who used to be the most important person for me
Why things have to change?
Why songs that I used to listen all the time, are now just a nostalgic memory?
My old life was not good, but somehow I miss it.
I miss people who were around me at that time, but I also don't want them in my life anymore.
And now I'm sitting on my room, it's one am. It's been long since I couldn't sleep. It's been a long since the last time I was reminding myself things from the past.
I'm thinking about old things, that were important for me. When did it happen? When all these things stopped being important? Because now they're just a silent wind in the back of my head.
I used to love songs from the guardians of the galaxy. Funny, how I forgot about them and this is the night, when I'm listening to them for the first time since I can't remember when.
My favourite series was stranger things. It was one of my first series that I started watching. I still love it, but I miss the time, when I loved it the most. I know, it's normal for people to change, but somehow it makes me so sad.
I used to love marvel. I was really attached to this universe and it helped me to survive the most difficult times in my life. Those characters saved me, they became my family... so why now they're all burried in my mind?
I miss the old me, but at the same time, I hate the old me. I wasn't happy back then, but I'm not happy right now either.
I wonder, if my life could go any other way. What if I decided to keep in my life people who used to be important for me? Instead, I let them go. And now they're gone.
I know it's normal, so why I'm sitting here, it's dark, i can't sleep and i'm thinking about all these old days, when I used to be different person.
