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HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

holy shitballs gang im back :3
          
          so... long story short, i've been gone for like..4 months. I've been doing bad mentally and emotionally but other than that, i have no excuse for what i did (which is ignoring everyone.) Im sorry again for causing sm trouble, maybe even scarying you guys. But im back now!
          
          i caught up to my friends and i still need to on here.. 
          
          kinda forgot i gave access to this app- 
          but anyways.. Im not dead apparently ToT
          
          i'll try to come back to every other app, but now its only whatsapp, wp and maybe discord. 
          
          :3

success for my buddies, success for my friends
          success is the only thing i understand
          head back home to the place i grew up
          give my medals to the ones that i love
          
          ill chase harvey through the door in the wall
          he says, "never catch me, never miss me at all"
          drool comes down from the corner of his mouth
          i say, "i love you harvey, you cut it out"
          
          i love winning baby i want it all
          i wanna prove that i got the balls
          harvey keeps on playing with his food
          he doesnt understand what big boys do
          
          he wakes up in the middle of the night
          i run in and turn on the light
          run my hands through his short black hair
          i love you harvey, i dont care

BUT EVEN THOUGH YOURE KILLING MEEE
          I NEED YOU LIKE THE AIR I BREATHEEEE
          I NEED YOU MORE THAN ME
          I NEED YOU MORE THAN ANYTHI- mb my inner conan slipped out

Are you okay ? :/

please come back

when you were here before
          couldnt look you in the eye
          youre just like an angel
          your skin makes me cry
          
          you float like a feather in a beautiful world
          i wish i was special
          youre so fucking special
          
          but im a creep
          im a weirdo
          what the hell am i doing here? 
          i dont belong here
          
          i dont care if it hurts
          i wanna have control
          i want a perfect body
          i want a perfect soul
          
          i want you to notice when im not around
          youre so fucking special
          i wish i was special
          
          but im a creep
          im a weirdo
          what the hell am i doing here? 
          i dont belong here
          
          shes running out the door
          shes running out
          she run, run, run, run
          run
          
          whatever makes you happy
          whatever you want
          youre so fucking special
          i wish i was special
          
          but im a creep
          im a weirdo
          what the hell am i doing here? 
          i dont belong here
          i dont belong here

i remember when i first noticed that you liked me back
          we were sitting down in the restaurant, waiting for the check
          we had made love earlier that day with no strings attached
          but i could tell that something had changed, how you looked at me then
          
          kristen, come right back
          ive been waiting for you
          to slip back in bed
          when you light the candle
          
          and on the lower east side, youre dancing with me now
          and im taking pictures of you with flowers on the wall
          think i like you best when youre dressed in black from head to toe
          think i like you best when youre just with me
          and no one else
          
          kristen, come right back
          ive been waiting for you
          to slip back in bed
          when you light the candle
          
          and im kissing you, lying in my room
          holding you until you fall asleep
          and its just as good as i knew it would be
          stay with me, i dont want you to leave
          
          kristen, come right back
          ive been waiting for you
          to slip back into bed
          when you light the candle

dont kys youre so sigma aha (im gonna scream) 

smoking cigarettes on the roof
          you look so pretty, and i love this view
          
          we fell in love in october
          thats why i love fall
          looking at the stars
          admiring from afar
          
          my girl, my girl, my girl
          you will be my girl
          my girl, my girl, my girl
          you will be my world
          my world, my world, my world
          you will be my girl
          
          smoking cigarettes on the roof
          you look so pretty, and i love this view
          dont bother looking down, were not going that way
          atleast i know i am here to stay
          
          we fell in love in october
          thats why i love fall
          looking at the stars, admiring from afar
          
          my girl, my girl, my girl
          you will be my girl
          my girl, my girl, my girl
          you will be my girl
          
          my girl, my girl, my girl
          you will be my girl
          my girl, my girl, my girl
          you will be my world
          my world, my world, my world
          you will be my girl