Lieutenant Aph

I feel like it's been years since I last came back here on this app(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
          
          I just opened again to tell y'all that I got an idea and inspiration to write a very very short story after listening to a certain song by Mariah Carey (it's for yearners, if you know what I'm talking about). AND it's also my bbg Karina's birthday, so I was thinking of writing something...

mapanakit ka author! i read first love, and i cant stop crying. so here i am now, bawling my eyes out huhuhuhu. what a masterpiece! doomed yuri at its finest. more power author!!

I want to express how much I admire you as a writer. It’s truly inspiring to see your dedication when creating your works, and the way you turn such brilliant ideas into words that captivate us from beginning to end. Your writing is engaging, delicate, and at the same time powerful, and that’s something I deeply value. Among everything I’ve read from you, the Kazuha fanfic is, without a doubt, my favorite. It holds a very special place for me, and whenever I think of remarkable stories, I always remember it. It would be amazing if one day there could be a continuation, because I feel there’s still so much to be explored in that universe you’ve created with so much talent. Please know that I admire not only what you write, but also the way you pour yourself into every detail. You truly have a gift, and I’m very grateful to be able to follow your work.

Hello everyone! I don't know if you still remember me, but anyways... I just came back for a little announcement (more like ranting ig). 
          
          First of all, I know I haven't been able to update recently, and I apologize. I just finished my college internship and I have been busy as hell to write. There are times when I'd miss writing stories and reading your comments, but I think I just burned myself out. 
          
          The thing is, I took my college course because I love writing. It is my passion and I wanted to be better at it. But ironically, taking the course might've also led to my current state or burnout. I had to write continuously during my internship, racking my brain for creative juices even though I almost didn't have any left. And I think that's the main reason why even though I try to write stories now, I can't stay consistent.
          
          Because of this, I started feeling like writing was a job, something I HAD to do. Before, it was more like a hobby and something that I did whenever I had an idea pop up in my head. And honestly, it sucks. I have like, more or less ten stories in my drafts and in my notebook, and I want nothing more than to finish them and publish so that I could give you guys new content. 
          
          I still love writing, and I really do have a lot of ideas that I want to write about. I'm just not sure if I can write the same way as I did before, and I'm afraid that having better knowledge in writing has made me more of a critic to myself. Again, it sucks.
          
          But reading all of your comments on my books and even on my profile, it really gets me going. All of your messages are highly appreciated, and I wanted you guys to know that. 
          
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Hello.. I just read your work, more precisely "The One That Got Way" and I want you to know that I really liked it! 
          
          I like how the story doesn't go too rushed, where the storyline builds the relationship between y/n and wonyoung, how y/n and wonyoung can still forgive each other. considering how gentle chaewon is to y/n, it's a shame chaewon didn't end up with y/n, but feelings can't be lied to, right? 
          
          I really really like it! I feel like I'm at a loss because I only just found out about this fanfic, if only I knew earlier.
          
          Sorry for my bad eng xd

can u plsss to a ship story of Sakura and Liz

Author are you someday coming back with new stories or updates?  :')

the voice of mihaji

The part in Wave to earth's Love from the bridge up until the end of the song is giving either deeply, softly, genuinely in love OR deep angst.
          
          I swear if I had the time to write, y'all are in for the latter :D

On one hand, I'm happy that I get to write about my idols and share them with my fellow fans.
          
          On the other hand, WHY DO I HAVE TO BE CREATIVE IN THIS STUFF ONLY? I can't even include all my works in my curriculum vitae (kinda like a resume for student interns) SIMPLY BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY PROFESSORS AND INTERNSHIP HOSTS TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF CRINGEY DELULU STUFF I WRITE (no matter how proud I am of them). 
          LIKE, I'VE BEEN WRITING FOR A FEW YEARS NOW AND THIS IS THE ONLY VALID EXPERIENCE I HAVE TO POSSIBLY SHOW THAT I'M NOT AS INEXPERIENCED (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)