akiyama_20

Hello everyone! I don't know if you still remember me, but anyways... I just came back for a little announcement (more like ranting ig). 
          	
          	First of all, I know I haven't been able to update recently, and I apologize. I just finished my college internship and I have been busy as hell to write. There are times when I'd miss writing stories and reading your comments, but I think I just burned myself out. 
          	
          	The thing is, I took my college course because I love writing. It is my passion and I wanted to be better at it. But ironically, taking the course might've also led to my current state or burnout. I had to write continuously during my internship, racking my brain for creative juices even though I almost didn't have any left. And I think that's the main reason why even though I try to write stories now, I can't stay consistent.
          	
          	Because of this, I started feeling like writing was a job, something I HAD to do. Before, it was more like a hobby and something that I did whenever I had an idea pop up in my head. And honestly, it sucks. I have like, more or less ten stories in my drafts and in my notebook, and I want nothing more than to finish them and publish so that I could give you guys new content. 
          	
          	I still love writing, and I really do have a lot of ideas that I want to write about. I'm just not sure if I can write the same way as I did before, and I'm afraid that having better knowledge in writing has made me more of a critic to myself. Again, it sucks.
          	
          	But reading all of your comments on my books and even on my profile, it really gets me going. All of your messages are highly appreciated, and I wanted you guys to know that. 
          	
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akiyama_20

@DecemberMelody02 Actually I do have some (two or maybe three) Karina ffs in my drafts which I would love to continue writing. Hopefully, one day when the creative juices in my brain start running again... 
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InvInk09612

@akiyama_20 You're good. Probably one of the best I've ever encountered here. I hope your passion for writing never goes away. And I'm waiting for the next Karina/aespa fic you're going to write :)
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akiyama_20

@ObitoUchiha4587 aww, you don't know how much that means to me(⁠・ั⁠ω⁠・ั⁠) I'm so glad that I can also encourage others, like you, to write your own stories. I hope you guys enjoy doing it too, and I really wish you guys the best <333
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Nikifukushima

I want to express how much I admire you as a writer. It’s truly inspiring to see your dedication when creating your works, and the way you turn such brilliant ideas into words that captivate us from beginning to end. Your writing is engaging, delicate, and at the same time powerful, and that’s something I deeply value. Among everything I’ve read from you, the Kazuha fanfic is, without a doubt, my favorite. It holds a very special place for me, and whenever I think of remarkable stories, I always remember it. It would be amazing if one day there could be a continuation, because I feel there’s still so much to be explored in that universe you’ve created with so much talent. Please know that I admire not only what you write, but also the way you pour yourself into every detail. You truly have a gift, and I’m very grateful to be able to follow your work.

akiyama_20

@Nikifukushima Thank you so much, you don't know how much this means to me. There are times when I doubt my skills, but you guys always assure me by saying how much you guys love my stories, and I really, really appreciate it. While I can't say that there will be a continuation of Free, I do hope that one day I will be able to write again because I have a lot of ideas that would be good to write about. 
            
            Thank you again for your support and appreciation for my work. I'm glad that in some way, I'm leaving an impact on other people too. I love you guys <33
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akiyama_20

Hello everyone! I don't know if you still remember me, but anyways... I just came back for a little announcement (more like ranting ig). 
          
          First of all, I know I haven't been able to update recently, and I apologize. I just finished my college internship and I have been busy as hell to write. There are times when I'd miss writing stories and reading your comments, but I think I just burned myself out. 
          
          The thing is, I took my college course because I love writing. It is my passion and I wanted to be better at it. But ironically, taking the course might've also led to my current state or burnout. I had to write continuously during my internship, racking my brain for creative juices even though I almost didn't have any left. And I think that's the main reason why even though I try to write stories now, I can't stay consistent.
          
          Because of this, I started feeling like writing was a job, something I HAD to do. Before, it was more like a hobby and something that I did whenever I had an idea pop up in my head. And honestly, it sucks. I have like, more or less ten stories in my drafts and in my notebook, and I want nothing more than to finish them and publish so that I could give you guys new content. 
          
          I still love writing, and I really do have a lot of ideas that I want to write about. I'm just not sure if I can write the same way as I did before, and I'm afraid that having better knowledge in writing has made me more of a critic to myself. Again, it sucks.
          
          But reading all of your comments on my books and even on my profile, it really gets me going. All of your messages are highly appreciated, and I wanted you guys to know that. 
          
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akiyama_20

@DecemberMelody02 Actually I do have some (two or maybe three) Karina ffs in my drafts which I would love to continue writing. Hopefully, one day when the creative juices in my brain start running again... 
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InvInk09612

@akiyama_20 You're good. Probably one of the best I've ever encountered here. I hope your passion for writing never goes away. And I'm waiting for the next Karina/aespa fic you're going to write :)
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akiyama_20

@ObitoUchiha4587 aww, you don't know how much that means to me(⁠・ั⁠ω⁠・ั⁠) I'm so glad that I can also encourage others, like you, to write your own stories. I hope you guys enjoy doing it too, and I really wish you guys the best <333
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this_is_ochii

Hello.. I just read your work, more precisely "The One That Got Way" and I want you to know that I really liked it! 
          
          I like how the story doesn't go too rushed, where the storyline builds the relationship between y/n and wonyoung, how y/n and wonyoung can still forgive each other. considering how gentle chaewon is to y/n, it's a shame chaewon didn't end up with y/n, but feelings can't be lied to, right? 
          
          I really really like it! I feel like I'm at a loss because I only just found out about this fanfic, if only I knew earlier.
          
          Sorry for my bad eng xd

akiyama_20

Hi! Thank you for letting me know about how you felt reading my work, it really means a lot to me to know that you guys love it. And yeah, I'm (unbelievably) a fan of slow burns and the like, so my stories mostly revolve on buildups between the main characters. Aside from that, I think it's really important to the story too.
            
            And it's okay, you don't have to apologize for not knowing the ff earlier, or for your English (I understand you, and that's all that matters (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡). Thank you for reading my story, and thank you again for telling me how much you liked it <33
            
            Have a good day/night!
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akiyama_20

On one hand, I'm happy that I get to write about my idols and share them with my fellow fans.
          
          On the other hand, WHY DO I HAVE TO BE CREATIVE IN THIS STUFF ONLY? I can't even include all my works in my curriculum vitae (kinda like a resume for student interns) SIMPLY BECAUSE I DON'T WANT MY PROFESSORS AND INTERNSHIP HOSTS TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF CRINGEY DELULU STUFF I WRITE (no matter how proud I am of them). 
          LIKE, I'VE BEEN WRITING FOR A FEW YEARS NOW AND THIS IS THE ONLY VALID EXPERIENCE I HAVE TO POSSIBLY SHOW THAT I'M NOT AS INEXPERIENCED (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

akiyama_20

@ObitoUchiha4587 RIGHT ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ That was foul though
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ObitoUchiha4587

@akiyama_20 I know I should probably be encouraging you to do this, but I probably wouldn't do it either ngl. The thought of ANYONE who knows me personally reading anything I write is horrifying. In fact, I did just that last year with like 2 people from my friend group and they laughed at me. It was all in good fun so I didn't take it personally, but it just reinforced my fear even more
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akiyama_20

@iced_villain nah I'm hella scared of our prof (⁠⊙⁠_⁠◎⁠) 
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akiyama_20

In honor of my Wonyoung ff and Kazuha ff both getting 100k reads, there will be a new ff with both of these girls (not a ship). I will be publishing it as soon as it is completed since I don't want y'all to be waiting so long for the next chapter. This is a 'Thank you' for all the support that you've been giving to me and my stories <3 
          
          This is also because the majority of the people who replied to me last time wanted a love triangle ff, so here we go :D 

StoryWeaver389

@akiyama_20 oh my gosh!  Also, I have a ff where Wonyoung is my face claim. Please check it out.
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newkidu

Oh my gosh yesss*\(^o^)/*
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kashubi_

Omg, I’m so looking forward to reading it!! Thank you, author! <3
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akiyama_20

Y'all I need your help deciding...
          
          I don't have much time this vacation since I need to prepare for our upcoming internship, so I decided to write one story before I go inactive again.
          
          There are two prompts that I came up with, so I want to know what y'all prefer:
          1. Short angst ff (maybe 15 chapters)
          2. Love triangle ff (probably longer than 15 chapters, but still not sure how long)
          
          I won't disclose which idols I'll be writing about in these prompts since your decision will probably be biased (⁠^⁠^⁠) Anyways, once I have gathered enough votes from you guys, I'll start writing as soon and as much as I can.
          
          Thanks and stay safe <3

chassecroise

LOVE TRAINGLE
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akiyama_20

5/7 love triangle ;)
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TheDarkness444

Love triangle, please <3
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