✧ amsthedefeater ✧

aahahah. my puppy reacted to someone crowding her the other day. when i told my mom about it, she said "well yeah, you ruined her, none of her siblings are like that" ok i would rather have you fucking kill me than say that shit

Kind of breaks my heart that I’ve been part of this website for four years now. Joining Wattpad was… something. I’ve made and lost friends on here. Absolutely absurd. And if I’m being honest? This site changed my life - I wouldn’t have joined so many activities, like ArtFight, or gotten Discord for a while, I wouldn’t have learned some valuable lessons. Thanks guys

I had a really really horrendous migraine last night and :( vomited a shit ton bc of it

Man.

Life update:
          I found a dog breed and fell in love with it, German Shorthaired Pointers, they fit my active lifestyle well and I can’t wait to get the puppy. Started talking to breeders, and I think I’ve found the perfect one. Very excited, and I’ll be getting the puppy next summer. I’ll see if maybe I can make a book and post some pictures when I get the puppy!
          I’m working hard to earn 1.8k by next year, I have abt $756 right now.

Hope y’all are doing well :)

I’ve had a headache for the past 25 hrs :(

Feel bad because my reactive mutt lunged at a small dog on our walk
          I do try my hardest to avoid triggers but there was only one sidewalk and I wasn’t gonna go straight on the busy road

Dude it fucking hurts even more when you realize you never even got the change to say goodbye

Houseplant announcement!
          My syngonium is having a really difficult time, I left for a week and a half and told my sister to water it once the soil dried and she did not. He’s a crispy boy at the moment but some good care and he should be peeking back up again soon.
          Both of my string of dolphins are thriving. Need to repot them but so far I’ve had no issues at all since getting them.
          Pothos is beautiful as always and thriving. My begonia finally has a new growth and I’m so happy to see how healthy it is.
          My alocasia is a little mad at me since I repotted it (every root creeping through the bottom was like two inches long, and the roots literally were climbing upwards and so they were on top of the soil too). It’s a little shocked but the change was desperately needed.
          Moonshine snake plant has a pup. I need to repot since said pup is trying to burst out of the nursery pot I have it in.
          Confetti Syngonium: doing well. I don’t even know how it’s still alive and well I keep forgetting about it
          Fern & plain Syngonium: wtf is wrong with them they’re literally little infested boys
          Both mango plants are thriving. No clue how I managed to keep them alive this long but whatever. They’re happy and that’s all that matters
          Bear paw cactus: literally shrivel up. Still alive but you can’t even tell what it is. It looks like a thin, fuzzy green twig.
          Panda plant: I don’t even think it has roots anymore lmfao
          Monstera: cannot tell if it’s alive or dead. Need to repot it anyways, so we’ll see when I take him out of the pot i guess
          Peperomia: literally balding from how many leaves it’s dropping. Need to repot since it’s current pot is causing issues