Hey y'all, I wanted to just say this. I like this guy and he has gf. I know I shouldn't like him, but somewhere I think this liking has turned into love. I have been fighting this feeling for almost a year cause I know he can never be mine. But I want to talk to him all the time, I dream about him all the time, when I sleep he clouds my thoughts, when I wake up he again clouds my thoughts again. I wait for his texts everyday. My sister asked me yesterday that if I love someone, and idk why I started to think about him. Whenever I read books and I see the protagonist do something for their partner or someone they love or like, I want him to do those things for me, or me for him. He thinks that he is just a mere friend to me but he is a lot more. Everything he texts me, I feel so happy that my mood for that day can't be changed by anything. I have tried to get over him so many times, even dated other guys just so I could move on from him, I just couldn't and can't, I know guys that y'all will think this is wrong, because he is already taken but it's true. I don't know what to do. Tbh I am not like this. I move from crush to crush in just a few days. But this changed a year ago. And not matter what I do, I just can't move on. I am just tried and so done. But anyways if you y'all have questions about him , I will try to answer them as long as it's not about this identity. I am sorry I can't reveal that because I still wanna be friends with him. And lastly check out the Sad love poems I wrote because all of them are for him. So Bye Lovelies and LOVE Y'ALL, and sorry for dropping this stuff on y'all