Pɪɴᴋ Sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ ~★

soy fan de tu aesthetic, es muy cool-

¿Qué puedo decir? Como ven he estado muy inactiva, bastante. Las ideas en mis libros han casi desaparecido y he estado ocupada, pero sigo en mi otra cuenta activa (que es la autora de este libro). Cualquier cosa que quieran decirme o tal por esa cuenta porque esta la estoy usando muy poco ^^
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/403722715

te he visto comentar en algunos libros relacionados a Diabolik Lovers. eres fan? o simplemente es algo que viste por mero entretenimiento? 

I'm steppin' out of comfort zone
          I've been ringing your telephone
          I wonder what it felt like to leave me here alone
          You gave him my favorite clothes
          That sweater with a logo printed on the back
          We bought that in Manhattan, our home sweet home
          You're tethered in my basement, I think this suits you well
          Walkin' up the stairs, I feel your weight on my back
          Dandelions in the backyard, covered in red
          I bought the shovel for this moment two days in advance
          I didn't mean to give into the voice in my head
          But you're the one who cheated on me behind my back
          I love you, baby, but it's late now, I want you dead
          I'll go to hell in twenty years, and I'll see you there
          Oh, God, I know I'm unforgivable
          Oh, God, and I don't want you to
          I'll see you there, see you there, see you in hell
          I'll see you there, see you there, see you in hell
          Oh, God, I know I'm unforgivable
          Oh, God, and I don't want you to
          Can't wait to see you in hell
          Can't wait to see you in hell
          So we were there
          Driving home from our friend's birthday party
          We had fun, though we were sober
          Then you went your way to ruin everything we built together
          So there was only one way that this could go
          And here we are
          You're tethered in my basement, I think this suits you well
          Walkin' up the stairs, I feel your weight on my back
          Dandelions in the backyard, covered in red
          I bought the shovel for this moment two days in advance
          I didn't mean to give into the voice in my head
          But you're the one who cheated on me behind my back
          I love you, baby, but it's late now, I want you dead
          I'll go to hell in twenty years, and I'll see you there
          Oh, God, I know I'm unforgivable
          Oh, God, and I don't want you to
          I'll see you there, see you there, see you in hell
          I'll see you there, see you there, see you in hell
          Oh, God, I know I'm unforgivable
          Oh, God, and I don't want you to
          Can't wait to see you in hell
          Can't wait to see you in hell

頬を刺す朝の山手通り
          煙草の空き箱を捨てる
          今日もまた足の踏み場は無い
          小部屋が孤独を甘やかす
          「不穏な悲鳴を愛さないで
          未来等 見ないで
          確信出来る現在だけ重ねて
          あたしの名前をちゃんと呼んで
          身体を触って必要なのは是だけ認めて」
          愛している独り泣き喚いて
          夜道を弄れど虚しい
          改札の安蛍光燈は
          貴方の影すら落さない
          歪んだ無常の遠き日も
          セヴンスターの香り
          味わう如く季節を呼び起こす
          あたしが望んだこと自体
          矛盾を優に超えて
          一番愛しいあなたの声迄
          掠れさせて居たのだろう
          静寂を破るドイツ車とパトカー
          サイレン
          爆音
          現実界
          或る浮遊
          「不穏な悲鳴を愛さないで
          未来等 見ないで
          確信出来る現在だけ重ねて
          あたしの名前をちゃんと呼んで
          身体を触って必要なのは是だけ認めて」
          「不穏な悲鳴を愛さないで
          確信出来る 現在だけ 重ねて
          あたしの名前をちゃんと呼んで
          身体を触って必要なのは是だけ認めて」
          頬を刺す朝の山手通り
          煙草の空き箱を捨てる
          今日もまた足の踏み場は無い
          小部屋が孤独を甘やかす

When I was darkness at that time 震えてる唇
          部屋の片隅で I cry
          もがけばもがくほど 突き刺さるこの傷
          破られた約束 hurt me
          Nobody can save me
          神様ひとつだけ
          止めて裂くような my love
          I need your love, I'm a broken rose
          舞散る悲しみ your song
          居場所無い孤独な my life
          I need your love, I'm a broken rose
          Oh, baby, help me from frozen pain
          With your smile, your eyes, and sing me, just for me
          I wanna need your love
          I'm a broken rose
          I wanna need your love
          When you are with me at that time 貴方の影を追いかけて
          裸足で駆け抜けて stop me
          閉ざせば閉ざすほどもつれてくこの愛
          緩やかにやさしく kiss me
          Nobody can save me
          凍える薔薇のように
          やさしく眠りたい my tears
          I need your love, I'm a broken rose
          枯れ堕ちる悲しみ my soul
          崩れてく孤独な little girl
          I need your love, I'm a broken rose
          Oh, baby, help me from frozen pain
          With your smile, your eyes, and sing me, just for me
          I wanna need your love
          I'm a broken rose
          I wanna need your love
          Nobody can help me
          Nobody can help me
          I'm a broken rose
          I need your love, I'm a broken rose
          舞散る悲しみ your song
          居場所無い孤独な my life
          I need your love, I'm a broken rose
          Oh, baby, help me from frozen pain
          With your smile, your eyes, and sing me, just for me
          I wanna need your love
          I was a broken rose
          I wanna need your love

Han pasado 18 años desde el asesinato de Sophie Lancaster, una chica de Reino Unido que un día junto a su novio fueron atacados brutalmente por un grupo de adolescentes por ser "diferentes". Lamentablemente ella perdió la vida tras el ataque. Ella pertenecía a la subcultura gótica y sus cercanos la describen como una persona dulce e inteligente con afición por la música alternativa y la literatura y por expresarse como ella quería. 
          
          Las personas alternativas merecen ser respetadas y tratadas como personas como cualquier otro ser humano.

"Maybe the world is just the same stuff, over and over.
          But that doesn't mean I can't try and catch it before it goes.
          That's what made me pick up the camera".
          
          Love & Pop, 1998. (dir: Hideaki Anno)

街角に並ぶ映画のポスター
          もうこの街にも飽きたわ
          受話器の向こうに溜息を返す
          「キャンセルしないで」
          "Mon amour pour toi"
          
          ハートのロケットに
          隠した写真 誰も
          知らない ホンキの恋
          神様は気づいてる
          
          Je t'aime Je t'aime
          叶わない夢なんて見たくないわ
          でもロマンス目覚めてゆく
          "愛してるわ"
          クレープに描く愛の傘の下で
          止まぬ雨の音
          Je t'aime Je t'aime
          
          空っぽな夜にしたくはないから
          ほんの５分でも会いたい
          キャンディー・ショップも
          レコード・ショップも
          あなたがいないとつまらない！
          
          ジャケットのポケットに
          入れたままのコインに
          賭けるわ 恋の行方
          神様が知っている
          
          Je t'aime Je t'aime
          退屈な恋なんてしたくないわ
          あっ、とゆう間に溺れてく
          "今がすべて"
          カフェ・オ・レが冷めてしまうその前に
          もいちどKISSして
          Je t'aime Je t'aime
          
          物語に鍵をかけて
          De jour en jour...
          あなたのことばかりを夢見ている
          Mon amour...
          
          Je t'aime Je t'aime
          叶わない夢なんて見たくないわ
          でもロマンス目覚めてゆく
          "愛してるわ"
          クレープに描く愛の傘の下で
          止まぬ雨の音
          Je t'aime Je t'aime
          
          Mon amour pour toi
          退屈な恋なんてしたくないわ
          あっ、とゆう間に溺れてく
          "今がすべて"
          カフェ・オ・レが冷めてしまうその前に
          もいちど聞かせて
          Je t'aime Je t'aime

Baby, join me in death
          Baby, join me in death
          Baby, join me in death
          We are so young
          Our lives have just begun
          But already we are considering
          To escape from this world
          And we've waited, too, for so long
          For this moment to come
          We're so anxious to be together
          Together in death, whoa, whoa
          Won't you die tonight for love? (Baby, join me in death)
          Won't you die? (Baby, join me in death)
          Won't you die tonight for love? (Baby, join me in death)
          This world is a cruel place
          And we're here only to lose
          So before life tears us apart let
          Death bless me with you, whoa, whoa
          Won't you die tonight for love? (Baby, join me in death)
          Will you die? (Baby, join me in death)
          Won't you die tonight for love? (Baby, join me in death)
          Join me in death (ah, ooh), whoa, whoa, ho
          This life ain't worth living
          This life, it ain't worth living
          (Join me, join me)
          This life ain't worth living (join me, join me)
          (Join me, join me)
          This life ain't worth living
          Won't you die tonight for love? (Baby, join me in death)
          So, would you die? (Baby, join me in death)
          Won't you die tonight for love? (Baby, join me in death)
          Baby, join me in death, ah