themaleclife

*very gay screech*

With my friends is the safest place i have my family tries to make me believe i can tell them anything but i can see the exceptions in their expressions if they knew who i really am i probably wouldn't live here i know i am not the only one going through this trust me i do i am just tired of being lied to at every corner and then plastering on a smile pretending i don't see what they are trying to really say. I am tired of just sitting there while being blamed for everything by the people who say they love me. Tired of being accused of things i didn't do. Yes i am not perfect i make mistakes. I wish i could be myself around the ones i have known forever. I wish it didn't seem like the only ones looking out for me have known me less than two years. I wish it wasn't a risk to tell my family who i really am.
          
          I will probably delete this my friends have enough on their plates as it is i don't need to be adding extra worries but if you are reading this thank you for being there for me when i needed it that means alot to me and i wish you weren't the ones forced to deal with it.

My life is a constant g note without a warning
          (Shit thats deep)

NOPE IT JUST GOT WORSE SO HELP ME YOU WILL FIND THE MONEY TO KEEP HIM ALIVE OR SO HELP ME I WILL CUT YOU
          fanfics evil

Current mood: I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING SHUT UP SOMEONES CUTTING ONIONS

10 days until i blow up netflix

Watching Harry potter
          Fred came on the screen
          Pain

CAAAAAAARRRRRRRRLLLLLLL THAT KILLS PEOPLE

Going to get braces

Me:*is straightening my hair while watching tv*
          Me:*finds out there will be more representation in one of my shows*
          *almost burns self*