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Hello my loves,
this is important and I'll be giving you a warning before I start this will include sensitive topics like SA. I've started school back on September 1st then dipped for a while. I've had the most chaotic, most tiresome month of my life. ik very dramatic but I'm not shitting you bro I've never had so many things go downhill in such a short amount of life.
Firstly, I lost my best friend no she's not dead but some stuff happened and she became distant. I still can't get over it but as long as she's happy I mean that's all that matters.
TRIGGER WARNING!
I've been harassed on many occasions both on the internet, even through text as well as irl. I will not be mentioning any names until I'm out of the school I'm in next year because I'm getting blackmailed. The same dude keeps harassing my friends and me as well as most girls in class. He's touched me, my friends, our stuff and keeps trying to force us to share our phones with him. He shouts stuff about me from across the class whenever I say something. He pushed me today as we were going up to our class and I almost fell on my face if I didn't stabilize myself. I almost beat him up today because he keeps commenting on my life, upbringing and personality whilst he only knows my name and nothing else.
I've been body shamed, been called racial slurs simply because I don't live in the country I'm ethnically from because guess what it's in the midst of a civil war since 2011, our currency is shit and we have no rights. Been shamed for my weight and appearance and many other judgemental situations where I felt disrespected.
Finally, I'm not doing this for empathy. I'm doing this to raise awareness. It doesn't matter, I'm a hijabi who covers her whole body and it was at school and I still have to go through it.
I'm sorry if this happened to you, you're not alone and we're all in this together. I love you and appreciate you, I hope you have/ had a good day
- Banan <33