Before I rave about this book, I'm going to give an explicit warning: this is a very heavy book. There are a lot of mentions and depictions of murder, violence, gore, abuse, drug use, and rape. The whole story revolves around it so if you have a weak stomach about these things then better run the hell away from this book.
If it doesn't bother you, then I would really recommend reading this book. It is far from the usual mafia leader falls in love cliches and all that. This is another perspective of that. Reading this was a journey, an emotionally draining, nerve-wracking, roller-coaster ride. I can't even recall how many times I felt my stomach drop because of the scenes. Every character was flawed, and it makes it more believable, like you personally know them. That's why their pain is also two times more hurtful for me as a reader. The plot twists were amazingly done, but I've guessed the antagonist even before all the chaos started to happen so... But what makes this book special is the ending. Would I say that it is a happy ending? I really don't know. Were the characters truly happy in the end? Maybe, maybe not, and this depends on the reader's perspective. Give this book a chance and be prepared for one hell of a ride.
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