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@beckyhills2002 I'm sorry for you and I can relate. Depression sucks and it is so hard to escape. Your loved ones leave you because they just cannot stand your sob stories and haul your shit around. Society discriminates. Friends smile, but behind your back they whisper and point. But I have done something to handle this. I pretend that I have no heart, just to stop it from being broken. If you are alone where no one can reach you, you are better off. Simply, stop caring what people think. Stop hurting yourself over someone who does not even consider you a human. Stop talking to people who do not understand you. Live in your own shell. Take long walks by yourself, and just think. Before you pick up that knife, consider what you are about to do. Your body was given to you by God. Who are you to maim it? It is not yours. I can understand. Whenever people see my scars, they gape and talk. A lot. I am ashamed of myself and society makes me feel insecure. Being LGBT. Cutting myself because it gives me pleasure. An outlet for my anger. People will always talk. Just stop caring, okay? I hope we can be friends.