Nat

Okay wattpad, lets have a chat for a sec. Ive been using you for over 7 years of my life, and in reality there have been a few issues and now I have to pay to read certain stories. Fine. But my notifications not working?!?!?! Not okay. 

Y'all, as soon as I think I get a break (I quit one of my jobs and had my last day last week), the call me into work on one of my only days off this week. At least my paycheck will look decent. *sigh*

Lets talk about the random nausea, lightheadedness and cold sweats that got me sent home from my one job tonight -_- 

Working both jobs today... Wish me luck y'all

2 more hours and I can go home from work. Well, maybe not. I might watch the local parade. Maybe ill sleep in the truck so I can see it lol

Y'all, I haven't even started my second job yet and im already exhuasted. Hopefully I start training this week. I need the $$$ so bad. 

Either I am really dragging arse tonight or the night is just dragging. We are almost done repulling thengrocery store for the night and its legit only 4:30 am

I can't freaking win you guys. 
          
          Please, please, please say a prayer for my pupper. We had to take her to the vet yesterday and have x-rays done because she has been puking up everything she's been eating since Friday. She ate something, as she had something in her stomach she shouldn't have yesterday. She goes back this morning for another x-ray. If she needs surgery, its on me as my parents would rather put her to sleep than pay for her to have a lifesaving procedure. Hilda is much too young for that. 
          I just want my pupper to be okay. She's only 3. She is one of the only things holding me down, and keeping me happy. I can't lose my dog. I could really use the prayers right now, thank y'all in advance ❤

Y'all, I slept 2 hours last night. I have a funeral today. I am not prepared. My great aunt passed away on Wednesday. Yesterday was hard. Today is going to be harder. 
          
          I am seeing my grandparents graves for the first time since my grandfather died in 2010. I didn't see my grandmothers ashes get buried in 2012. She died in 2011, but in the middle of a harsh winter here. Both of them were cremated.
          
          My great aunt was the only one of my grandparents siblings alive. She's the last of a generation. I literally talked to her less than a month ago. It was so quick and unexpected for her to go like she did. 
          
          I lost the lady who should have been my godmother last February. She was very special to me. She would always go check on my grandparents when I was younger and we couldn't make it out to where they lived. She loved me like I was one of her own. And at the mention of her, and how if she was still here she would be at my great aunts guneral, I broke down. Even thinking about her is hard. She died unexpectedly as well. 
          
          If I am not on today, or just don't respond, I'm spending time with family I never get to see. Only when someone is getting married, having a baby, or unfortunately at a "family reunion" like this, where someone has passed away. Thank y'all in advance.

Last night of work before I have 4 nights off. Then im probably working 5 or 6 days next week. I'm so ready to have a consistent job where I work the same days almost every week