bookshelfdust

hello! wow, it’s been awhile. i just wanted to say, for anyone who’s still there, that i am still around! i haven’t written for billy in a very long time, but i hope some inspiration will find its way into my lap soon. i’ve had a lot of mental stuff going on and shitty things happening to me that have sort of made me lose interest in writing. but! i have started getting back into it with a few other ST boys. i do miss posting here. this was where it all started for me. i hope that anyone who sees this is doing well! thank you for supporting me and always saying sweet things. sometimes those comments or upvotes are really needed. anyway. i’m sending my love! hope to see you back soon ♥️

LillyOffixial

@bookshelfdust <33
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bookshelfdust

@LillyOffixial i am on my way there (i hope)! i’m at least trying to get help this time lol. i hope to be more present on here soon because i do miss it. i hope you are being kin to yourself!! sending a big big hug
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LillyOffixial

@bookshelfdust hello ml!! I hope ur okay, and doing well/better. Ik managing mh is a struggle - motivation will come eventually, it takes time. Ur writing is absolutely amazing. Sending my love </3
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bookshelfdust

hello! wow, it’s been awhile. i just wanted to say, for anyone who’s still there, that i am still around! i haven’t written for billy in a very long time, but i hope some inspiration will find its way into my lap soon. i’ve had a lot of mental stuff going on and shitty things happening to me that have sort of made me lose interest in writing. but! i have started getting back into it with a few other ST boys. i do miss posting here. this was where it all started for me. i hope that anyone who sees this is doing well! thank you for supporting me and always saying sweet things. sometimes those comments or upvotes are really needed. anyway. i’m sending my love! hope to see you back soon ♥️

LillyOffixial

@bookshelfdust <33
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bookshelfdust

@LillyOffixial i am on my way there (i hope)! i’m at least trying to get help this time lol. i hope to be more present on here soon because i do miss it. i hope you are being kin to yourself!! sending a big big hug
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LillyOffixial

@bookshelfdust hello ml!! I hope ur okay, and doing well/better. Ik managing mh is a struggle - motivation will come eventually, it takes time. Ur writing is absolutely amazing. Sending my love </3
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bookshelfdust

i’m not dead! (unfortunately) i’m trying to write but it’s not going well. i haven’t written for billy in a long time. i haven’t gone anywhere though. just so you know. life is just hurting me right now and i fear i have lost my touch. i hope you’re all doing so well

LillyOffixial

@bookshelfdust hey it's okay don't push yourself too hard we all go thru rough patches nd stuff but just remember if u need to talk I'm always here xx
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bookshelfdust

how are we feeling?? everyone alive and well? ♥️

bookshelfdust

@Hello1beautiful it’s okay!! i’ve just got a very shitty mindset. and i really appreciate that!! you’re so sweet <333
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Hello1beautiful

@bookshelfdust oh im so sorry :( if you need to talk im here!!
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bookshelfdust

@Hello1beautiful oh that sounds so nice! i wish i could do something like that. i hope you have a great time! i’m in a pretty rough spot but it’s alright :)
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bookshelfdust

hi!! i realize that i haven’t posted here in almost a month, and i’m sorry!! i just wanted to let you know that i’m not dead, and i haven’t forgotten about you. i’m working on some more billy stuff too. i’ve got finals this week, so it’s safe to say i’ve been a little frazzled, but i will be back soon!! i hope you’re all doing fabulously. i love you 3000!!!

bookshelfdust

thank you sweetheart!!! ♥️
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Hello1beautiful

good luck on finals <3333!!!!!
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bookshelfdust

este mensaje puede ser ofensivo 
somebody tell me how the fuck this shit is number one in #strangerthings2 out of like a thousand other stories?? huh?? this is wild to me

bookshelfdust

ahahahaha  we are simps indeed
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LillyOffixial

@bookshelfdust BECAUSE YOUR SO TALENTED AND YOU HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE PEOPLE ADDICTED ALL BECAUSE OF A STUPID CHARACTER AND WE ARE ALL SIMPS
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bookshelfdust

hi, my loves!! how are we? how are we feeling? what’s happening? talk to me!! i just want you to know how much i appreciate your support and your reading my shitty little book. i love you guys <33

bookshelfdust

@LillyOffixial hi, my love! i’m sorry about your boyfriend but you’re a badass and you’ll get through this!! self care is reading billy hargrove fanfiction (or at least it’s my version of self care). i’m trying my best!! lots of schoolwork lately but i am alive!! sending you hugs <33
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bookshelfdust

@every1luvsvik i’m glad you’re good!! i’m okay, just sleepy. thank you so much for reading and being so sweet ♥️
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LillyOffixial

@bookshelfdust hello! I'm not the best, broke up with my boyfriend last night >:( but I realized I haven't been on here for a while and theres a new chapter so more happiness :D I'm gonna stick to self care for a while, lots of drama  but i hope your doing well <33
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bookshelfdust

este mensaje puede ser ofensivo 
hi! i love you. and i’m really grateful for all of you. i appreciate you for reading, and commenting, and being sweet to me and reading my shit about a dead guy. i just wanted you to know that.

bookshelfdust

@allison_1968 it means so much that you get excited about them!!! and it means even more that you find comfort in it. that’s all i’ve ever wanted!! i’ve been doing much better at taking my time lately. i love you guys too!! and i’m always here if chatting is needed <3
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allison_1968

@bookshelfdust i love reading your stories and i get so excited when i get the notification that you posted another chapter :) your book gives me so much comfort and i love reading it after a long day. please don't over work yourself and (i think i'm speaking for everyone) we love you and will always be here for you <33
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Vgar2907

@bookshelfdust I’m glad to know this and you deserve all the kindness in the world so don’t mention it hope you continue to be well <33
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robbieskindagay

I FOUND UR TUMBLR IN THE COMMENTS OF A BILLY HARGROVE ONESHOT HELP I DIDNT EVEN SEE THAT U HAD IT

bookshelfdust

i’m not surprised. i read an unhealthy amount of that. it’s nothing to be ashamed of hahaha
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robbieskindagay

this message may be offensive 
@bookshelfdust it happened to be on a billy smut, don’t quite remember what it says. (just outed myself on reading billy smut, fuck.)
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bookshelfdust

this message may be offensive 
BAHAHAHAHA WHAT DID I SAY??? sometimes i comment really out of pocket shit on there
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robbieskindagay

such an underrated author right here

bookshelfdust

do it i’m touch starved
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robbieskindagay

go ahead and cry i’ll give u a hug
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bookshelfdust

don’t say that. i’ll cry. is that what you want? for me to sob?
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