Hey guys! I just want to say some stuff about the year 2013 before it's already 2014.
2013 has a good a bad year to me. I experienced the happiest moments and I also suffered my own hurt. I can remember the giddy-giddy days and the very bad days. I can remember that my happiest moments are usually with my friends and family, and my saddest moments are usually with myself. During this year, I just wanted to give up and just let myself die. I felt like no one cared about me. Also, during this year I felt love and support from the people I care for most.
This year was like a year for me to get stronger. Each time I felt weak, I realized why I was and tried to forget about it. I would always be trying to run away from the storms of fear. At times, I would be so angry at God and refuse to talk with Him everyday. I didn't understand why did I felt so bad and worthless. My best friend and I knew how I started to feel. She felt like me too.
Throughout the year, we supported each other. We were like sisters. I felt better about my life and was so thankful to have her in my life. If we didn't have each other, we would be dead already. I prayed for God to help us each day. I wanted Him to protect us from fear.
To me, this was the year of Change. I saw everybody and everything change a lot in my eyes. Some changes were good, but the majority of the change I saw was just really sad. I saw change in my classmates and in some of my friends. I just didn't know who they were anymore. It hurt me a whole lot.
I felt lots of care and love this year too, especially from the people who I love the most. They helped me a lot from fear. They showed that they do care about me so much and that they don't want to lose me either. I hope I can survive 2014 more than I survived this year. I pray that it will be full of strength and full of hope.
Remember I love you guys here on Wattpad so much! I hope you guys have a happy New Year!
-Breadlover/MusicalGeek
