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Hi guys,
Well, long time no see, right?? First of all, I am not sorry for disappearing like that. It was definitely dark days and I was in search of light.
I have been confused to choose which, Sleep or neatness of the bed I was offered?? Would you believe me, I returned to my room after 3 days and it was a heaven
What will you feel!! People treats you as if you are not a human!! Despite not having slept for three continuous days, they have the courage to accuse us for being selfish, rude and valueless!! How can I think selfish or selfless, when all I wanted was to eat, sleep and if possible, to take a bath!!
We, a group is considered as the lowest in this hierarchy system!! The thing is, anyone, even a fly, can complain against us and it will be counted and we will be granted 2 days extension of work. But on the other hand, we can't complain or even if we did, it doesn't count.
You can't imagine the situation, when people need your sign for things to happen in the institution, but you have to beg for the paper to sign!! What the fuck is happening here!! I know I can be rude and hold onto my grounds, but the one who suffer at the end is, innocent people, not these shitty people.
I have been so lost, lost the hope that there's still some kindness existing in the world!! So,I have decided to make my heart a rock and live the remaining 3 weeks in this hell, but certain kind woman bursted my resolve one dark night.
The lady's mother was forcing her to take a food. But she refused. I was wondering why this lady doesn't understand the value of those two slices of bread!! But after a while, when I am somewhat distant, I heard her reasoning to her mother and which made me ran out of the room. Do you want to know her words?? "Mom, she didn't eat for the whole day". If I stayed there, I would have been broken down infront of them. Her words was the kindest gesture towards me in a whole week (whole month too)
Okay, that's enough.
With love
Nas