Kylee Kay Luedke

I'm debating to leave again

[Hiatus]
           I won't be on for a few days my mom got the flu and I'm panicking 

Of course you could call me sad
          Wanna pm? 

Who ever says I'm a fake can kiss my ass cause I'm over this shit, people saying they care only to turn on me, ANYOME AND ANYONE THAT SAYS IT I WILL GET ANGRY IM OVER BEING USED, PEOPLE ACTING LIKE THEY CARE WHEN CLEARLY THEY DON'T CARE 

Omg sorry

Loser Coward pretending to be an outsider 
          You are in the mirror 
          Just a loser 
          Dirty trash I'm in the mirror 
          Honestly, I've never been with the world
          I was alone, I already love
          It's long gone forgotten 
          I can not hear you anymore 
          Just as you or me
          A sad piello playing in the script
          I’m far away, I’m coming home
          Now I’m going back to my place 
          When did I leave 
          I’ll look at the ground more than heaven
          It's hard to breathe
          Reach out but to no one
          I will not hold me
          Loser Coward pretending to be an outsider 
          You are in the mirror 
          Just a loser 
          Dirty trash I'm in the mirror 
          My mistake with repeated women 
          I love the night and I get tired of it
          My selfish joy that i will not be responsible 
          Now that everyone has been destroyed by one
          My dangerous streak I do not know how to stop
          Now there is no inspiration or fun
          I'm alone on the edge of a cliff I'm going home
          I'll be back again
          When did I leave 
          I'm afraid of people's eyes
          I'm tired of even crying 
          I smile but no one knows me
          Loser coward pretending to be a outsider 
          You are just in the mirror 
          Just a loser
          I'm in a dirty trash mirror
          I blame it on the blue sky
          Sometimes I want to put it down 
          I want to say goodbye 
          At the end of this road
          I can close my eyes without regret 
          Loser coward pretending to be a outsider 
          You are in the mirror
          Just a loser
          Dirty trash I'm the mirror 
          Loser
          I'm a loser
          I'm a loser 
          I'm a loser 
          
          

From now on I will have my alter Jade taking care of my books 

Im Im leaving wattpad in a week things are taking a toll on me if you have army amino my name is (black heart diamond) Kitten(diamond black heart) btw tbose words are the emojis for my username 

I made my decision 
          
          I'll stay for a month and I may go then

Don’t leave Wattpadddddd! Don’t leave mehhhhhhhhh T^T