yes it's me, and i dont want you.

pls nobody ask me if im okay ill end up crying a river

i cannot fall asleep. this place is a nightmare

we moved out and i miss being home

if you could see the sun 8.5/10!! (got nth to say about it i only read it bc i couldn't stop being nervous as a daesang winner)

I'd give up everything to feel that nervousness before the announcement again, to desperately wait w my hands sweating and heart beating in my palm after having done everything i can to see enha win that. to hear their names being announced and all seven of them clapping each other on backs and that group hug which was like nineteenth of september all over again. I'd give up alllll of it to see jungwon scream engene with the widest smile ever and break down right after. i think i might be in love. well, shit

my darling enhypen, congratulations. you deserve all of this and much much more. im so glad we could give this award to you and pay back for all ur hardwork of 5 years. you will always be my one and only, last artist

WE WON THAT DAESANGGGG WE GOT ITTT WE BROKE THE 7 YEARS STREAK W YHE BIGGEST FANDOM THIS SHIT IS CRAZYAYUQDIOA

FYM THAT SHIT FROM BUTT AHH FANDOM IS HATING ON ME FOR THAT RT??? abey teesri fail bsdk gawaar saaley do number chappal chor gang dont have any issue gaand licking that pedo but have issues w randomest shi

10/10 book bro THEY HELD HANDS WITHOUT HIS GLOVES AT LAST YSJFJAOAO "is my tie straight?" "that's the laugh" KAZ BEST BOYFIE but only for inej <3 (he'd probably hit me ONCE w his cane and I'd never see the sun again)

IS IT BAD TO BE DOWN FOR KAZ BREKKER (he's so real for being down bad for inej tho)

yeah woah that guy's just

i finished ACOTAR a few days ago and damn. feysand gotta be the most loveliest of fictional couples i love love looooovvvee their love

"you look absolutely delicious today, feyre" DAMN YOU, RHYS. AUHDKAKDKAK I LOVE HIS CHARACTER SINCE DAY 2 (not one bc he was an asshole to read out her mind like that but who am i if not a lover of morally grey characters)

anyways, finally started ACOTAR 2 days ago and im on book 2 rn (which is far better than 1 bc DAMN did tamlay guy pmo like sybau u bald ass dude FEYRE GET OVER THAT PIECE OF SHIT)

8/10 (it's a stand-alone so obviously no attachments BUT nolan made me giggle and actually look away a few times so) 

which reminds me of a hs fanfic checkmate, it's been my favorite fics for awhile (it had nth todo w chess but academic rivals to lovers is worth simping over) 

11 draws. And she wins the final one against him AND HE'S HAPPIER THAN HE'D HAVE BEEN IF HE'D WON JDKSOFKS SHIT. 

over 1000 pages and not a single time did he ever mention her body. and only one damn kiss scene which wasn't even described DO U GET THAT TENSION???? JACKS AND EVANGELINE, They're for the history. 

THE best fantasy book. the yearning and the vocabulary and the imagination and descriptions, heavens, i could read that book every month to remind that THAT IS WHAT IT IS. 

none of my close friends have remembered yet, how fucking unfortunate 

happie 18.

i love you sooooooooooo much z

forgot to rate better than movies lmao (6/10 idk alot of thing pmo like sybau liz HOW OBLIVIOUS can one be. Wes is the only reason that had me reading) 

lmao icb ppl enjoy reading that wattpad ahh writing shit that book is awful. i dropped it days ago couldn't even get past half of it 

I've started twisted love lets gooo